Peiling's and Ronald's Land

haPpiE nEw yEaR!!

2007-01-01T17:22:00.000+08:00

1st of january 2007!!!
hahahaha time had just passed before u know!!
and its already 2007!!
hmmm haven thought of my new year revolution..
anyway i got new year wishlist coming hahaha

yesterday nite is funfunfun!!
went count down with peixuan and xinhui @ esplande
man..the crowd was like ants...
so many ppl!!!
and everyone was getting high *come and shake
we got cheated by the fireworks!! lolx
we suppose the firework will be near the highway bridge, so the 3 of us together with the crowds, squeezed to get to the end
then as we see no where to carry on squeezing becos the crowd was too big
we gave up and sit at the grass with alots of crowds too beside the concert place.
we started taking photos and suddenly!!! there was a 2 mins firework @ 10pm >,<"
and its above a building..i think tts a hotel?
then when we rushed there.it ended.
and!! not long after tt, it started to shower!!!
everyone open their umbrellas, some family even use the " 1 whole long piece tt is use to put on the ground to sit and its made of straw" to shelter from the rain >,<""
then under our umbrella, px on her hp and we end up singing dancing taking photo while waiting >,<
then the rain started to pour abit.. and we went in to esplande as the guys around us are smoking and due to the rain, the air is suffocating and humid!!
then me and px was talkingtalking then suddenly there comes another 2min firework @11pm >.<" and we watch it inside esplande lolx...
then abt 12am we headed outdoor...as everyone was gathering and count down togetherrrrr
and!!! here comes the long awaiting fireworks!!! and everyone screamed cheered clapped..everyone is getting high...
so when everything ended.we had to squeeze out to more spacious place.so we decided to head marina square for the time being.
then hor we really s-q-u-e-e-z-e-d out to marina square lo
lots of curse and swear u heard allong the way >,<" bcos everyone is pushing and stepping!
then sit @ marina stairs to talktalk and theres a group of nt quite bad looking guys sitted very next to us and talking about us lolx
actually me and px wanted to go DXO
becos dunO wats up but we were both highhighhigh lolx
but then due to me coughing and just recover from fever
we decided not to go.
anyway after the road block we took bus home..the stupid bus...the stupid journey..is dame long..everyone were sleeping in the bus..
and i remembered i took the bus at about 5mins to 2am.. and i reached home!!! ass.. 4.05am =)
a 2hr journey!!! freak man.. hahahaha
but overall the nite is funfunfun!!!

actually i was having cough yst when count dwn so i was coughing all day long...even now..
but my fever and flu disappeared!! yupiee hahaha but i guess due to long nite, slight fever is back..

its a new year..i actually msged ronald.. and we actually exchanged a few msges about wats going on in our life... hahaha...was quite supprised tt he will actually ask me hows my life when i actually just sent a new year msg over =)

as i was looking up admiraing the fireworks.. i got the chong dong to msg my buddy and told him some thing. but then luckily i didnt lo lolx.. anyway if u are able to watch the fireworks with someone very important to u..u will hug him to the end man..its so xinfu watching it hahaha tts my conclusion la =D

2 dAys to remember =)

2006-12-30T17:47:00.000+08:00

on the 27 of december
jayzee's crews went to makan @ soulgarden
hehehe i love peppermint and strawberry icecream ^-^
next on, they went to fashionbar. however the journey is dame long bcos of our tina lolx.
they ordered a housevolka.
and saw a lanjiaolang lolx
why gave him tt name? bcos noone knows who is tt lanjiaolang and he keep smiling at us.
next on, they went to mos.
tt stupid handsome guy.stopped tina ben and kaiyun from entering.
the rest of us got to check IC.
tina went home to take her IC.ben went home to change his clothings.kaiyun went home as underage.
and where are the rest of us?
we were in mos haha.. and we saw tt lanjiaolang again at the entrance lolx.
in the duration when the 3 of them were on their way home
i got pulled into the dancefloor by jayzee's ladyboss and shareholder.
so the 3 of us danced with reg and dragon.
however, despite having the IC, tina still couldnt get in mos
so in the end, me and tina took cab home..
stupid taxi driver.really idiotic and stupid.
his atm service SPOILT nb..
then he drove me to atm machine to withdraw money.
and he charged me TO THE ATM MACHINE
what a fucker..
and so i got on the cab as its raining and asked him to send me to my carpark.
upon reaching hme its already 1am. dame tmd. as supposedly, upon 12.30 i was already at my bus stop alighting.
so its already a day with BBQ foods + alcoholic drink + rain.

on the 28 of december
5b2 called up a gathering organised by chiewhong.
its showering outside.
after work, kaiyun me and ailing went to shop for food with hiankok too.
then we took bus down to west coast park.
upon reaching, the weather is already not very good.
however, we still continue to start fire...
with the help of many umbrellas.
an hour later..the rain is getting heavier
so we left for kaixin's place..
kx opened absolute peach volka.the smell is dame nice keke.
her mom and yikshi help us to cook..
as there were alot of BBQ food left from west coast park, we spent the hour eating..
reached home nearly to 1am and its raining again!
so its another day of rain+ BBQ food + alcoholic drink.

and so all in all, i got high fever + cough + flu the very next day.
i thought i could go for work in the morning becos the fever is still down
but after i went to the polyclinic with my mum, my fever shot up.
and i just have to sit at everthing tt i can put my butt on.
in the end, i didnt went for work and took the drowsy medicine.

today.
the fever is still there. the cough and flu is still going on.
and i just woke up from taking tt drowsy medicine.
just brought a babydoll dress keke and a blouse..
tt day brought a jeans...
i think tts all for newyear clothings ba...
then i can continue to shop in thailand ^-^
oh ya..did i mention something funnie?
ttday i was msging greeny
and hor he keep replying so fast.within a min.
and so i ask him if he is participating in the sms competition hahaha
and after tt he reply very slow hahahahaha
and i told him if iam at home, i will be very lazy to reply smses.
and!! he really didnt reply me!! arggg hahahaha
i was laughing away in the nite >,<"

..hmmm...

2006-12-26T19:06:00.000+08:00

hmmm..shall start with 22 dec..
was standing at my balcony looking dwn..
saw a married young couple..which obviously is shotgun marriage..
hmmm was looking at them when the small family play at the playground..the baby was running all over lolx and the father taking video of the baby..
hmmm was deep in thought lo..
they really looks happie,,but we will nt knw how much suffer they had went through physically and mentally..
be it just to decide if they want to keep the baby..they will have aLOts of decisions to decide already..
then comes to financial...so many things to consider to decide..
then i was thinking..did they ever regret having the baby?but looking at them..
i dun think they will regret upon seeing the fun and laughter the baby brought to them..

thencomes 23 to christmas...
went malaysia..hmmm.. ok lo nt really sian la cos have to help look after my cousin's babys..
got 1 so naught la keep running around so i have to look out in case he falls
then another 1 so cute lo just 3yrs old leh knw how to use chop stick le hahaha
another is a 7mth babyyyy lolx so ker ai...
tts the joy of going back la
actualy go there also do nothing
just wait for the wedding to start and finish and come back >,<
anyway christmas in malaysia is way better in s'pore..
back on christmas..hmmm..slept for 3 hrs lo
after tt wake up is dou zui with qingqing
hahahaha even thought is msg only lo
dame funny lo him...buay tahan...always bully me and get bullied by me kekeke
make him diamdiam hahaha
he also dame weird la tt day didnt go out..which is so unlike him hahahaha
but can sense he is really bored tt day =]

today leh haiyo dame unlucky la
my mum hor so big potato la fall dwn at wrk
then bleed lo then gt mC x.x
so er xin lah she bleed on her faceeeeeeeeeeeeeeee er xin si le and she sprain her wist lo both..
then i am like a maid la have to pour drink for her somemore..

hmmm...ronald and her gf break le...hmmm...
actually i read both of their msg...like very sad leh..think there is really deep misunderstanding ba..
he really wants her back lo...and she still likes him lah..but she sayshe likes him but cant love him..so weird...
suddenly i really feel like knwing her lo...and help them get back together..which is so weird..haix i also dun feel gd la they break..even thought i always hope tt they break...but then is just tt i dun like my ex with someone lah..
i always believe tt its fate that brings 2 person together in a relationship..
so hor..hmmm even thought i reallyreally dun like her..i still hope tt they can patch back lo..
actually starting hor i thought wat he said was me la then in the end then knw is her..althought abit disappointed la when i knw..but then..wat is gone is gone lo i knw tt we will nt be together no matter wat..unless miracle happens..
actually just nw feel like telling qingqing since they are brothers
but then if tell him...1) ron will knw tt i saw it =x then will shows tt iam keapo =x
another 1 is qingqing nowadays weirdweird de..no lo..is super weird...
he is like..dunO leh he give me the feelling of "totally shattered from a broken relationship"..
hmmm like drunken talking like tt... sometimes normal sometimes confuse.. which i really dunO wat happens to him lo..and dun dare to ask..

..wats my username..

2006-12-21T10:25:00.000+08:00

its been a mth since i last update and due to it i had forgotten my username and password...PLUS blogspot.com lolx i keep typing it as blogger.com >,<

christmas is coming...
hasnt brought the gift for the cafe but has to get it tonite cos i am leaving on sat already =[
will be having my christmas in malaysia..sianx...
if its a newyear then it will be nice..
buttt it makes no difference this time becos nearly all of my cousins are married..even thought they are just teenagers >.<
and its been pouring heavily...i think there is fish tank everywhere??hmmm...
hopefully i will nt meet any fish tank anywhere...
heard from the news tt JB was flooded..

my last paper is up tomorrow... super sianx...
after tt we will be having steamboat kekeke if nothing goes wrong..
becos if it continues to pour..hmmm we might change place =[
my steamboat steamboat =[

just booked the airticket for thailand...
going on newyear eve..wahahaha finally i dun have to buy so much things for newyear ^.^ becos we will only be back after the 3rd day of newyear? kekeke *relief*

there will be a goodnews coming up next year kekeke
but i think i canot announce it yet
if nt i will be chopchopx

ehhehe my korkor coming back today keke
wonder if there is any present for me???

christmas is coming..
i would like to meet santa claus ^-^

pek cek pek cek

2006-11-21T21:17:00.000+08:00

stupid blogskin make me so tired..
so long no change my blogskin makes me a sotong when iam changing it
have to find here search there..
in the end?!
haven finish yet.
normally i only takes 30mins for me to change a blogskin
argggg
and!! i got so angry
iam going to change it!!
argg not nw
cos iam so pek cek..

can i just say tt u make me answer ur questions
until iam so tired
that iam so angry with myself
becos i made u ask all those stupid questions?
that i really feel like walking out of ur life without ur forever giving loveness?

whatever it is
you will not be that no.1 tt comes into my mind.
becos my jacket darling had filled tt placeeeee
kekekekeke
comes to think of it
iam able to see him in class tml!!! hehehe so shy..

..sunny day..

2006-11-21T16:55:00.000+08:00

stuping al is on phone with me nw
keep scolding mewith badword
duno why i so poorthing x_x

today is a sunny day.suppose to rush everything today
butbutbut
as usual lah once i sleep everything is delay keke

so iam still left with tidying up my room, mop floor and do project....
butbutbut
i had been listening and search for cantonese songs online
so soso
time is running up >,<

before the time really runs up for the day
i think i better go mop floor le
seeya blogy.

..i wana sleep!!!

2006-11-19T13:29:00.000+08:00

irritating lo iam down with heavy flu =[
there's a presentation tomorrow but noone is doing.weird.
van say ask mel tell her bf tt we are nt doing hahaha stupid van~~~~

yst thought can catch up with my korkor before he fly
who knows i reach hme at 10plus pm he already left for airport arggg
anyway my da ge is coming back tonite i think.
1 left and 1 coming back >,<

so boring at home!!!
and i am constantly feeling light and hot arggg
anyway its raining and iam going to sleep soon keke

ohya! yst dame funny
all ah ma like crown keep making me laugh.
at work keep laughing jiu suan le
take bus theres an ah ma who make us laugh again!!
and reach bugis kao theres another 1
oh my god lo.

boredboredbored goodybyee

lalala

2006-11-18T13:51:00.000+08:00

today is a sunny day ^___^
its been a longlong time since i last blog
hmmm nothing actually...
sian diao suan le good byeeee

i miss my jacket guy!!!!!!!!!!! kekeke

nothing much.nothing less.

2006-10-25T12:50:00.000+08:00

what do i want to do next?
change my blog skin, which is so troublesome and headache..

haiyo exams are coming...
time is running out..
but i still feel like having some nap later kekeke
because i can see myself burning mid nite oil tonite >,<

so love this song..
but makes me want to sleep more hee
aiya bye la dunO wat to blog already =)
seeya.

yoyo

2006-10-03T21:00:00.000+08:00

feel like changing my blog's song, but i was too lazy ^-^
today the moment i reach home, i chiong my project le hahaha
so finally biz law project is done!!! yupiee hahaha
however, theres still another project to due =\
which i had no idea how to start doing.
heehee tml's school is at 1pm so can have my 12 hr sleep again hohoho
but van say want go watch bao bei ji hua after tt
hmmm duno if the rest going anot also..

hmmm nothing to blog about
so why am i here?
cos of that stupid mingyan who ask me to online
in the end his nick is online but not himself!!
kns..dunO where is him man bluff me argggg

so bored..hmmm goodnite everybody hee =)

just woke up but sleeping soon ^___^

2006-09-23T15:32:00.000+08:00

yupiyo =)
last night was a fun night althought it is just a dinner
since its been a while since we last meet up.
sakae was sooooo ~!@# tt i had decided not to eat that again hahaha
cant blame them actually la =
reach home about 0030 hmmm today wake up 10+
sian lo i still feel like sleeping althought i just had an hr plus nap hahaha

i had decided not to organise anything again because it is hard to please everyone isnt it?
ask them go sentosa on fri/sat, only a few of them replied.
then amazingly, someone just ask me why cancelled and its already 3.31pm in the afternoon of saturday.
what the hell?
both parties got so pissed off =)

new semester had started and i left 1 more semester to go next month.
law is hard to understand with that stupid serious teacher
marketing is so naggy with that lame teacher
heehee next week iam going out with my classmates lolx

next month work schedule is out
hmmm only got to work 8days hahaha cos i going to have all exams on the first week of november =[

sorry to say why i didnt tag back on m tag board becos u guys can open my blog, but i cant!
lol..
anyway i really hate blogging sometimes =)
know why?
becos there will always be someone related tells the others what i wrote in my blog
and i suppose blogging is privacy? as in its only for u to see and not for u to discuss it with others.
so dont be surprise if u dont find me blogging =D

till then.

mood: restless

2006-07-27T12:51:00.000+08:00

hehehe its me its me
i had returned >,<
yst was the BAF paper hehe
on the way to exam feel like vomitting but since iam on the way already, i can only tolerate till the end =D
my mum was sick,so after exam i came home got food to eat lolx but she ate my twisty sia ~,~
sick people canot eat tt de somemore is cheese lolx
today is holiday =) mon then start sch hehe
super bored at home lolx and i feel like sleeping [againand again] which has been continueous since sat kekeke OH YA! did i mention tt sat when icame back from lyn's hse after toning, i still had to go market sia kns..then i was dame pekcek when my mum bluff me say coming from my hse liao then i waited so long until i nearly fall asleep on the bench lo argggg
i was feeling very ligh already lo then want vomit liao she still so sloww =[ then the 1st sentence i saw her is " pls lah i already 1 nite no sleep liao u still so gd bluff me" hahaha then she laugh laughlaugh >,<"
aiyoyooo tt day exam hor kekeke nornor sit besiide me sia so happie ^.^ actually i dunO is him de then i duno hwo to do ma so i keep staring into space hoping for some ans lolx then i heard snizzing then i turn lolx then he so poorthing lo so sick...running nose and cough so poorthing =[
then he like no mood to do like tt do awhile hor go liao with cutie pie..tt stupid cuite pie always influence him lo =[ then yst exam i so happie sia i was seated at the back kekeke
so i can see everyone doing exam lolx so if i look front, i will see cutie pie and my jacket guy, if i look left, i will see nornor lolx anyway..he so poorthing lo haven recover from sickness..duno wat the hell his gf is doing lah ~,~ then cutie pie dunO eat wrong medicine is it, come exam keep smile smile smile siao 1 hahahaha
siansian nxt mth is alot of wrk =[ i like 1 week only gt 2 days no wrk like tt =
seeya soon blogblog

mood::dReaMingg

2006-07-21T10:24:00.000+08:00

weird weird de this morning i woke up already dreamy mood lolx
just checked my emails, finally gt the exam venue le hahaha
hasnt study for my exam lo so sian
must try some way to study tonitee..
anyway we are going to east coast park to fish >,<
which ithink the chances of getting some fish up the hook is very small
cos if theres a lot of fish, why no fisherman?hahaha
aiya they also fish mid-nite de
maybe the fish sleep le?hahahaha
anyway i dun have the patient to fish
so i think i may just go there and eateat disturb them kekeke
die sia later must see ailing,comfirm qurral with her again lolx
i am thinking if iam coming home tonite now lolx
somehow like very weird hahaha
so many things to bring =[ not more than what adrain is going to bring hahahaha
sian looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
feel like sleepingggggggggg
later must go sleeeppppp
cos i think it will be another sleepless niteee
then sat i come hme sure sleep like hell
that day talktalk with james haha
first time ok lol cos we never call up each other before la
anyway his sound is quite nice haha like small boiboi
even he is half way in amry liao >,<
aiya say until army i so angry sia
my stupid ex forgotten about me liao
so sad lo, like having a past with a stranger.
weird my tears when he go army hahaha
heehee sudenly rmb someting..
later should ask kaya call me hahaha
cos tt day i took mret from boonlay to bedok he talk to me leh
so good,but is also to save me la
so maybe should ask him call tal cock kekekeke
sian loo go eat breakfirst liao.
theres a show showing now, wei xiao pasta! very nice !

shagged..

2006-07-17T18:16:00.000+08:00

*yawn*

so tiring =[

finally can have a good sleep at home kekeke it's holiday!!!lolx

actually it's study week la, but i change it to holiday heehee

exams are down next week =D then have a 5 day rest before the new semester comes.

will miss garfield and mr prata hahaha hopefully econs and BM not too hard..

last sat went to ebon's and her frend chalet

been a long time since last saw her family

lolx suddenly gabriel and pearlyn so tall liao hahaha and their family are more and more of photo copying type lol all look so alikee

some scene happened tt night. some should knows wat happen. shall not elaborate as its meaningless kekeke

didnt went home tt nite..thanks to ailing's helpful bro who fetched the 3 of us back. of cos al go back her home. i stayed over at pearlyn's house. we saw a big rat!!when both of us walk up to her place.andddd she shouted >_<" its already 3+am in the morning. LOLX. as if like ppl no need to sleep like tt hor?and then in her room, she talk until like nobody's business lol but she say her family are heavy sleeper hahaha.nxt morning woke up at 8+ ,she went to her church while i went to work. teamed up with mable. and the 3 of us keep laughing la due to the stupid irritating ailing. and she still scares me >,<>

overall i only slept abt 4hr from sat to sun =[ and i realise that i am only tired, after i woke up!!! lolx.

ohya..gt 1 stupid asshole ahpek from china. he scares me out of the mrt kns. at first he sit beside me, then he start to talk to me.which is full of crap lah."u eat already?""outside is raining now" then i never reply him a few times. then suddenly when the mrt reaching red hill, he shouted at me " i hate yellow, wo zui tao yan hua se" wat the fuck lah and i gt a shock i ran out of mrt. luckily i was on the phone with kaya so i wasnt tt scare when he shouted lah if not i think i will cry lo =[ then the kaya still so "good" keep scaring me after that.. and so we chatted till i reach underground which is tiongbahru =[ talk until to happie then the line cut off >,

then so crowded the bus then alot of ahpek around me i so scare lo then gt 1 stand so near me until i stare at him keke then gt 1 guy also stare at him when he sees me stare the ahpek.then me and kaya continue talk after i outof the undergrund till bedok kekeke . so lucky got him to accompany me talk when i was in such a situation. so thanks him =D

al say want go fishing this fri >,<>,<

later history repeats itself lolx =x

-the end-

renewal..

2006-07-14T21:01:00.000+08:00

hihi my long lost blog =)
nothing to do now so decided to blog, since its been like mths?dunO ba no check..
alot of things happened recently that cause me to be quite troubled looking..
sometimes i can only tell myself that i must look over those things to feel more peace and happie.

sch had been a mth plus le
quite nice..anyway exams are coming..
next week is holiday ekekeke finally ah, can save my transport fee..
stupid lah bus fare train fare, everything is so expensive.as if we singaporean earn alot hor?
anyway finally can buy cocession heehee but my membership haven come yet..kns..
so happie over my past 2 results: BAFtest and OB assignment
test gt 19.5/20 kekeke quite surprise..
OB assingment, my group gt an A kekeke thanks to everyone's effort =)
we are last min group lolx so really surprise to all of us kekeke

waiting formy classmate send me the BAF question heehee, feel so sorry for tt guy..cos i like quite fierce to him and rude too..so guilty..if u ever read this, iam really sorry ok??just tt when u talk to me tt time i am always moody, iam sorry =x

am working now..quite happie.. a routine life, with a salary.. =) find myself quite enjoying life..
mon-fri study..fri afternoon go out play.. ahaha but nw play must cut and contribute to work le..=]

so surprise..nor nor him so rich..live villa..kns..totally cant see tt he is a rich man son ok. lolx.
kenneth gt a shock too when accidentally saw his particulars. lolx. anyway he is a nice guy that caught my attention =) pity him gt such a bitchy gf.so sad.

cutie pie and nor nor sounds so ronald haha while nornor body language like ronald, cutie pie is more like junqing lolx.everyday so look forward to see cutie pie is class,but he always go 1hr go hme liao >,<" left nor nor alone in class so poorthing..luckily he got determination to stay until end lesson..

just visited ebon's blog. she is currently very xin fu hahaha happie for her lah kns tml must see her hahaha tml she is celebrating her birthday, so we going to her/frend chalet. tml duno gt ton outside ma..still cant decide..anyway we cant decide yet lolx gt finish getting her present lah i really hate getting ppl's present lo hahaha anyway happie birthday irritating fellow kekeke
OMG!! I JUST REALISE RONALD'S BIRTHDAY IS COMING!!kns first time i forget abt it kekeke this shows how attractive cutie pie and nornor is to me lolx

i finally found someone that makes my heart throb...which i had said many many times;
if i cant find the one tt makes my heart throb, i would go into relationship.
kekeke and iam so happie that i really found le kekeke but i think is mission impossible between us... HAIX...so disappointed >,<
anyway i had intend to live in my dream then let it happen in reality =D

nothing more to blog i guess...seeya blogblog..feed u another day..

love has got no reasons..

2006-06-24T15:01:00.000+08:00

someone asked me before to think of reasons why i like a particular person
and after thinking, i realised that i cant come out with any reason
and it was concluded that love has got no reason..
how true..
often we fall inlove without knowing why and when
and often we hide ourself from revealing our true feelings
just to protect our heart being hurts once again..
but always as always time is running out
so dont wait =)

i had changed my number..
and have to learn how to use the phone..
tonite then ask my korkor go explore ^,-

i had been smiling today since i online
hahaha so happie to see that ronald and mingyan are both online
they had been booked out!!
hahahaa so happie for them la they are so burned out.. so poorthing =[

time is running out for me =[ later have to do housewrk..
still gt hw... tutorial =
duno who is going to present hahaha melissa say she might be presenting kekeke she is the best of the best le =D
siansian later have to rush tutorial so tt can send it out to them by tonite and edit fully by tml and present it on mon
a bit rush..but bo bian..but also half way ok le hahaha

school is so short yet so long..
3hrs are like nothing to ppl around
but 3 hr are like catching chickens and hens rushing for airoplane for us
sirs are rushing chapters with us
just for next mth exam. wat the shit.
for slow learners they shldnt enroll to private sch..its dame tough routh for them..

i wonder am i a very weird students?
sirs are always li siaoing me kns... hahaha

aa theres a guy in my class
so poorthing...that day quarrel with his gf which is also from my class..
from there looks u can see tt gf=dominant bf=kitten
tt day the gf torn his booklet
and the look on his face while he is putting back the booklet together
shows disappointment sad and tireness.. ( this is wat u learnt from OB >,<>
i dunO why my heart just cries out for him, he is so poorthing..
so fragil that u dun wish to break his heart
so i find the gf so bitchy and stupid lo.
anyway they like break le..

so hungry byebye.

pl was here..

2006-06-18T17:30:00.000+08:00

kekeke so long no blog le ^,^
the summary of this week::
i had start school
and know of some gals which are quite adorable hahaha
imean they looks kind of blur but nice person =)
especially tt jiejie who works at pub ahahaha she is dame laughable lo =x
my class have lots of nice looking guyso,o
a few gf are also in same class LOLx
their style are like taiwanist + japanist + koreanist LOlx
ronald went army... no one to cock with me liao so sian hahaha
i so miss him!! his crap >,<"
mingyan went army... no one to care for me liao so sad hahaha
overall both of them went army...
NO MEANING OF ONLINEING
so irritating lo =[
then tt stupid kaya dunO disappear until where liao
so long no msg me. lastime still always call me 1 so kns..
keongy also gt gf lilao then no online
kns lo all disappear liao =[
so sian lo have to rush research on assignment later =[
tml still got OB
have to listen to sir crap again bth
he always self entertain >,<

sAy tHat yOu lOve mE sAy tHaT yOu cArEEEEeee

2006-05-22T17:38:00.000+08:00

^.^ so happie hahaha
finally made something!! goody goody =D
oh ya tt day my korkor gave me a surprise!!!
he brought me devil beside you vcd kekeke
but then i also watched finish le
sooo..erm...nextime then rewatch hahaha
haix should had brought me it started with a kiss!!!
wuhuuu tts nicer more realist kekeke
oh ya yst i told my mum i think i saw my ronald
and!! she very keapo lo keep ask me why i break
and i was like " hello?! iarnt the one who voiced it ok"
then she was like " so u still like him lah"
ahahahaa
anyway i should say that i will never stop loving him
but it also doesnt mean that i love him hmmm
so contridict...erm how to say leh?
lets put it this way..erm..if ever theres a chance of patching back then i will be very happie lah
but we shld always be realistc hahaha
soo even we arnt together iam also not sad lah hahaha
anyway iam still thinking if i really saw him lo ~,~
it will only come to truth if either of us ask each other if we ever saw each other la =\
any i can see 100% of impossibility =D

..did i...or didnt i..?

2006-05-21T14:26:00.000+08:00

hmm..if i am not wrong..i think i just saw ronald?
i duno....
so long le...
=?

?作?之吻

2006-05-20T13:46:00.000+08:00

yUpIeE yUpIeE
i had finished watching erm... It Started With a Kiss!!
and!!!
Devil Besides yOU!!!
wahahaha overall
i still prefer IT STARTED WITH A KISS!!
becos..hmm..dunO~ maybe its more realistic than the devil beside me ba ahahha
for those who dunO what is IT STARTED WITH A KISS;?作?之吻and Devil beside you; E mO zAi Shen Bian hehehe nice ok!

ohya finally i had fully recovered from flu + cough + sore throat x_x
and!!! caiqi is in the same class as me!!! oh my god iam so happie!!hhaha
good to know a friend first ^.^
actually theres nothing much to blog hmmm...
oh ya lastnite i dreamt of shuting me ebon and ailing talking crap sia..but duno at where hahaha
it seems like so longgggggggggggggggggggg since we taked crap la hahahaha
and i truely miss the lastime chalet =)
somehow i realise tt if times could turn back
how i wish its sec 1..
when we were sec 1..nOone cares abt hW!hahaha because there will be somebody due not handing up hw la =D ..everyday theres nothing to worry abt ;no sec2 promotion class, no Olvl,no Nlvl, nOthing. so basically is ENJOY!! so good rite?
so hor..who going sec 1 must enjoy until like shit sia..
sometimes really hate growing up..when u grow up theres alot of things u have to take note of, u have to be responsible for, and u have to learn for.u have to PLAN ahead lo so shitty..so stressful >_<>

..can sch starts earlier??..

2006-05-08T20:59:00.000+08:00

hehehe i gt 4 snails at hmee ^,^
correction; outside my hse hee
tt day the veggie tt my dad buy back hor
gt 2 babie snail and 2 adult snails
so totally i gt 4 snail.
but then lastime i also gt 1 snail ffrom the veggie
then i put it at hme lo
then in the end i sick for few months keep coughing
until 1 day my mama throw it away >,<
anddddd fully recovered lolx
so this time put outside at the deserted flower pot ekekeke

..hmmm...

2006-05-04T11:29:00.000+08:00

hmmm...everyday is a new day??
duno wat `!~! iam talking, forget it 0_0
hehehe zhong ji yi ban very nice to watch ah!!!
which also means i had been watching everyday >,<
looks like i dun have to take exam hor? hahaha

oh ya..i paid my fee le yst for bM..
pray hope that caiqi is in the same class with me *pray*
also pray hope that my class is quite fun *pray*
all younger than me can? *pray*
hmmm other than tt..i thhink thats all kekeke

oh ya..mama and i was walking back to mrt station yst
and there comes a drunkard walking toward us
and without any warning
my mum just pull me onto the road >,<
scared the hell out of me man x_x
especially when we are walkiing on the famous ghostly path o,o

then it reminds me of al hahaha
if is her i think her 3 zi jin will come out again =x
went to the qeenstown library..
almak..feel like sleeping down there lo
so cooling + no ppl hahaha

almak i want go sentosa X_X
i miss the first time i watched sunset there...
i miss the lastime me and ronron went..
i miss the lastime when we played the 10 person ball game
it was so much fun then... =\ sometime happie occasion dun repeat twice ya?

was finding my bank bk..
saw a boxbox hahaha where i kept all my letters
and so i took it out and read
hmmm... the first letter was al de
just feel like saying
"thanks for ur kbness all along ah "
buay tahan her lameness lo wat cross finger cross legs
PLS HUH IF U HAVE A COPY OF IT HOR READ IT AGAIN AL

getting more and more naggy kekeke
sian lo i think i had frighten away my potential bf >_<
gd thing?bad thing? i duno leh.. =
just as i always say..although i long for love but i dun seems to be prepared for it..
anway~suan le..
i believe in fate!!kekeke

..shoppingshopping

2006-04-28T19:51:00.000+08:00

went online shopping today kekeke
should put it this way; i found this website and just have a look
weewee so happie lo see le
so many nicencie tops and it cost OK at a range of 20-30( u go out also buy @ these price rite)
somemore its imported de lo so quite gd lah
butbutbut i had never trust online shopping before..hmm..let me think abt it ya?
oh my their jewerelly are dame nice hahaha somemroe cheap sia!!! it cost from 4+ to 20+(for branded)
anyway later then open to let my mama see hahaha dame nice okk...

hmmm feeling quite lonely these few days
maybe iam too stressed up ba
cos my kor was like everyday asking me " so how?"
asshole lo tt time when i register for sch he didnt say anything
then now the comfirmation letter come liao he ask me " u sure u want this course?
andddd he asked me to check myself through net assholeasshole
and then he tell me he found a course; CAT in accounting
which he say means is a professional accounting course
he say its international reconginze and higher than diploma
i mean of cos lah its professional accounting.
then here comes the qustion that they had been asking me " u can anot,not simple accounting leh"
asshole lo how i suppose to knw!? theres no module to let me see! and its not something that i find myself lo how am i suppose to knw?! dame it lo
its like..well i had always like accounting..iam willing to give it a try..ppl who knws me knws that poa is the only subject tt i aim high for myself and push myself
but the problem is..i dun think i can take tt stress lah..iam retaking leh argggg
and if i take accounting, nextime i can only be accountant which my kor say de
its all n-u-m-b-e-r-s leh siannnnn like so dead
while my business management can do a few jobs lah
sian lo i only have until fri to decide >_<

been so stressed and as everyone are studying
i duno find who lo and its hard to find ppl who understand what u are in nw la honestly speaking..
lastime as always i will always find qingqing
buttt i realise tt...
we like drift away~ sad case ah..
then comes kaya tt spider duno go where le
so long no call me ahahahaha
anyway think he is busy with his officer thingy and uni ba sian..
anddd keongyyy who always say he miss me
missing in space tooo
and only left with mingyann tt romantic guy really cheers me up last nite
hahahaha ^.^

was looking at my hamham tt nite..
realise that i really want to apologise to my ronron
realised tt in the past; i had given him nothing
no memories; nothing.
yet he gave me some small sweet little memories..
arnt i alittle bit selfish? i left him with nothing.
i put myself in his shoes; looking back to the past
realised that theres nothing memorable except that few minutes at sentosa
haix~ arnt first love supposed to be sweet memorable and romantic?
i says iam a romantic lover but i arnt to him and tt feels quite guilty..
anyway..glad tt we are still friendss ^.^
ooo tt show hor the cai kang yong and xiao S tt show got the andy lau gf (ex i think)
she say lastime andy lau say wat 10yrs later whether they will still meet or together anot
reminds me of ronald hahhaha cos lastime he say wonder if we 10 yrs later will still be together anot.. 0.o hmmm... gods knows?

borringborring at homee
siti says kelly has a singtel job
but hasnt get back to her hahaha
something tt made both of us laugh is tt she owns a starhub line and she is going to betray starhub!! sadsad hahaha
sian lo i borrowed books but all read finish liao le =[
must look for jobs liao if nt too boring until can die ahh

ooo last week was supposed to COMPANY jiesi go out WALK de
and as i had to leave at evening time so i meet up with al earlier
and!!!! looks like she grab quite alot of stuffs hahaha while i get a top only =[
i need more clothings and bagss...oo ya my online shopping cart *winkwink
and hor we shop until so shuang suddenly remember where is our dear jiesi
and so we call her but noone pick up
and!!! she happened to tell us tt she wasnt coming le
and!!! we were thinking " then wat is our purpose of coming today?"
hahahaha so weird lah
anyway al if u happen to read this forgot to tell u tt day
" i think tt day is the first time we ever went out shopping with only the 2 of us ba" horhor??
hahahaha just realised tt =D

sian lo iam missing alot of ppl lately...
first!!! sorry iam biase but is yanyan!! hahaha thought we just msged last nite and he says he want to disturb me but "hello!??! u never msg meeeee" hahahaha
ok continue on the list..
al u are nt the second 1 but just tt u happen to PASSBY my list so sui bian la hor hahahaha
jiesi, xinhui, peixuan!!!miss her lots lolx, keongy!!!who is talking to me now >,< , shuting!!!,feifei longg &flower who both had just made me blur by disturbing me!!! my class ppls =) thought we just met last week..
haiyo..dun u feel tt...
as all of us go to different sch..u miss them more? but not when u are insepratable so weird so weird
and!!! i realised that i had begun to keep saying this 2 word

so weird so weird!!!

yupi ya

2006-03-25T18:55:00.000+08:00

hmmm just eaten and had nothing to do
so decided to online and blog =)

hmmm hasnt recieve letters from polys
haix..
good news?bad news?
dont understand why cant they speed up..
its making me more and more worry and aimless

been working..as usual..
getting more and more bored down there.
sometimes really dont have the mood to waste my time there
end up i become moodless when i go home.

haix next week have training again..boringgggggggggggggg
will be wasting time down there again even thought its paid wahaha
dont feel like going for it, but dame it cant escape =)
following weeks will change shedule again BORINGGGGGGGGG
and newbiee is coming while sathish is leaving =[

hopefully able to recieve successful letters from polys haix...
sad case *shake head*

growing up is so yucky..
so much stress..

siao liao laa

2006-03-10T22:27:00.000+08:00

this time die..
queenie say shatec full
F-u-l-l
cant believe it
so many farkers want go in also
fark lo now
can go die liao
hopefully poly accept me ='

devastated leh nw tmd..
farking shit!! arggggggggg

..plpl..

2006-03-07T09:43:00.000+08:00

Haix..feeling so sick.. =[
i guess yesterday iam down on fever..
cos iam now sweating >,<"
then now is down on cold..
siansiansian
have to eat med later already =[

still so early in the morning..
but iam already missing u..=\
where are you?? shouldnt u be here too??
=\

has been chatting with - the past few days..
hahaha still as asshole as ever kekeek
anyway duno say wat le..
ok iam gone ----

...fever?..

2006-03-06T07:55:00.000+08:00

HAIXXX
can i know what is going on in me????
why do i feel so retarded in the morning???
why do i long for the bed so much today???
why do i feel so moodless today??
why is my back so ache today???
and now why is my stomach in pain???
weird weird weird!!
haixxx guess i just got a fever =[
if not must be flu =[
siannnn
why must i work latER??
why must i still got to hand up time sheet today at tg pg???
HAIXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
headache liao
wonder whats next >,<"

fuLl hSe!!

2006-03-04T11:42:00.000+08:00

kekeke full house very romantic leh!!!
oh my god can laugh until like mad =D
interesting interesting..
haixx my work place like closing down le =[
cause its base on statistic haiZZ

anyway posting for JAE is out..
quite sad la for some of my frendss
haixxx
poorthing poorthing
but for SOME only hahaha
anyway iam biase yes, i know =)
and never backstabbed me =)

siansian al say next week like no sentosa le =\
luckily i haven change shift with my partners lol
sian lo next next week have to work with guys le
HAIXXX blame it on who??? my mummy!!
cos she want go malaysia o.O HAIXXX
anyone want to go malaysia with me? lolx..
go there be HUA ping only =[

sian lo later have to work again
face the four walls with not consistent ppl coming in
some very fussy
some very irritating
some very naggy
some very talkative
HAIXXXXXXXXXXX

anyway go watch full hse le ^___^ see ya!!

..chen jing yong you??..

2006-02-25T12:22:00.000+08:00

hmmmm....
have been working nite shift for 2 days hmmm...
not really tt bad la just that i have to end lateee
wake up late and leave home latee hehe

hmmm i dont think the sky above really wants me to walk to work
because it has been raining when i was about to leave for work
and then i had to take bus
and then on the way the rain stopsss
so bloody sian kekeke

yupiyaya so my there got marcus michelle cai qi and sathis
and today going to work with cai qi hahaha newnew
marcus and sathis say they dont want to work with me because they will vomit blood
am i that lame? hahaha
and that stupid marcus always call me xiao mei mei hahaha anyway iam the baby there =)
all older than me so surprising =\

life seems to carry on differently..dont you think so?
its so much different between 05 and 06..
and imiss my class so much=\ now seems to me everyone of my classmates are huggable
so much want to hug them hahaha

tml is my off day yupiyaya
planned to have a surprise but hmmm dunO will be planned tonight..
anyway i think will be a surprise lo hahaha

aa.. i miss my sistas and brothers..weird hor? cos i had never called them my sistas and brothers before hahaha anyway my sisatas areeee peixuanpeixuan alal(ailing) starstar(kaixin) stst (shutingg) here comes the brotherss ahqing(junqing) jianda kokky(we are known as the 3 loners >__<" so ugly hor?they named de lo) alexxxx aa..i miss stefffffyyyyyyyy jiesi and xiuhuii too so long no see them..ey~nono~ tt day just meet up with js...nvm suan le =D

sian lo march is coming..
its like i dunO so weird haha =\
suan le i go linklink liao

..shOppppin sPrEeee

2006-02-18T12:40:00.000+08:00

yehyeh finally i sent out all my appeal forms hehe
so now iam waiting for their replyss
hopefully theres still some hopes ^___^

oh ya got myself a job thanks to xinhui recommandation =)
its for CPF building on the growing progress?
the news that was reported just last nite yeh
so nxt tue have to work le and not bad i am on the morning shift =\
somemore working at my house area which is at Gek poh cC
so not too bad yah =]

a job that needs alot of brain juice hahaha
cos had to explain and help them out with forms
now the problem is if i meet a elderly who only spoke dialect how?
almak..then...

hmm meeting peixuan later she say want buy shoess
cos we work must wear shoess =)
so~ya byeee

..vexed..

2006-02-15T15:07:00.000+08:00

decided to blog today=]
got back my result..
hmmm it was a moment of joy and a moment of saddness on that day itself haha
ok..so my result was as below::
eng 8 maths 4 sci 3 poa 3 chi 3 humanities 8 fnn 6
so u see how "lucky" iam ~,~"
if i got a 7 for eng i will be posted to polys
and because i so "lucky" got an 8 i got no polys..
hmmm can say that i arnt sad that i got these results
because except for eng they rest are OK rite? lolx
fnn is always a fail and got a pass its amazing ^_^
humanities is always a fail and despite i studied 4 topics it came out nOoNe
because why u knw? because! all teachers say study all singapore!
and all it came was Others! so u farking knw why mostly score so badly for hUmanities =)

so now comes to why i cried heehee
well well i can say for my these few years i had know a truely good boy-friend hahaha
which can also say sometimes i treat him like a very good brother =)
before the result was released he ask me to relax and update him my result
so when the result was out i got a shock lah my eng
then i just msg him " qingqing i think i can only go ite and private sch le"
then all he do was banging my phone which i didnt knw lah
it makes me feel so touched that theres someone who anxious for u you know..
then he gave up and msg me asking me dont be a crazy and dont joke with him by going private..
so u see how touched iam ? lolx
i really feel that my years in ctss was not wasted because i had found a true friend
a friend that when u need him he will always be found..
very different ok..
its like ok my circle of frends is very different from him lo
u need not have to tell him u need him but he just know it and will be there
u need not have to tell him u had any trouble but he just know it
sometimes i always tell him i find him like a fortune teller hhahaha
its very weird when u are so in trouble so vexed and u just msg tt frend of urs a "hi" and he/she knew u are feeling bad.

anyway i always want to thank him lo cos of his doting and understanding
and always comfort me when iam not feeling happie..
feel so good to have him as a friend tthats what i can say..

haiz think np will not take me already
cause just got a call from qingqing
he say np say my courses are not able to appeal for my case and wat farking u gt to put it on the web?
then i think they will not accept me ba but anyway i ask for second appeal but hasnt got a reply from qingqing.. really thanks him for helping me lo then keep ask me relax when iam not watwat lolx..
wonder if all dont take me..where should i go?
actually i plan to go shatec and take hotel management..
and so i told my mum lah..and we have to wait for polys reply..
so i think tomorrow i better go down shatec..
what if shatec also dont want me leh? haizzz..
i think iam the most unlucky candidates of olvl lo just because of my eng =[

peixuan went nitec to reg..on tourism management
heard from her its a 1 yr course..
they give u a list of tour agency u had to call them for an interview
then if they employ u
u have to work for them for a year..
they pay salary abt 600-700bucks per month..with annual leaves
they pay for ur tuition fee which u have to attend to just like ite but its like private de?
then after a yr u grad with a tourism managment certificate..not bad?
temped lo..hahaha..but had to wait for her send me the infor becos from internet is very different leh
it says::
- 1 yr couse
-work attachment 2 months
-study in ite
u see the differences? lolx..
i got a plan if poly dun accept me..
go this course..then go shatec..but dunO wat m y kor say.. sian..

result day

2006-02-09T17:38:00.000+08:00

tml is the mark of result day
and it is also a doom day for everyone
but it is also a gathering day for everyong ^___^

hmm i think i got afraid until i had no emotions le
cos i feel like i had no feelings liao le
=\
hmm hasnt been updating cos too lazy liao
wonder why theres arnt any recorder hehe
then it will be easier =)

hmmm tml.. can say is a fate day lo
u cant change it cos it had been decideed since the day the first paper starts =\
and it is comfirmed and chopped the day the last paper ends
so everyone will be reciving their fate tml lo
so sian~ =.=

recently somethinig happened
quite vexed abt it..
suan le dunO how to say

anyway pray hard for tml.

happie new yr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-01-28T22:52:00.000+08:00

wee you wee heehee
its new yr!! lolx
hmmm dont know why iam so happie also hahaha
anyway my frendsss happie new yr!! miss u guys ^,^
oh ya oh ya not to forget hmmm
grown up by a yr? wuhoo 18!!
finally i can buy and drink as i wish huh kekeke
erm erm not clubbing anyway
i am not into clubbing ^,^

heehee new yr hmmm new wisheS?? lolx
i wish for good resultss
i wish for goodness lucks for my family
i wish for good health for my family
i wish for a good boyfriend heehee ^,^
i wish for no trouble
i wish for everlasting jobs
hmmm???

wa..today last day of work hmmm
so bored lo till nxt week..
still thinking of promoter
so sian lo must do that again hmmm...but this time more fun ^,^
hmmm at home so bored hate it
i rather work and face those bitches and bastards ^,^
i mean not every customers lah only somesome
anyway hmmm oh ya terry de movie =x nearly forgot hoho
aaa!! maybe i should go get a ring for myself ^,^
but then alot of my frends will say "again!? yah it will be done nxt time rite?!"
waahahaha..
anyway i want tattoo!! ^,^ only if i going KL >,<"
no help lo cos kL is cheaper.. zhen shi de..
anyway my mummy still asking me to think clearly lo.. =)
oh ya might change hp no. hee dunO see first
scare later i suddenly no money pay die sia..
anyway happie new yr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

..off day..

2006-01-10T11:53:00.000+08:00

can anyone tell me how to BAN ppl from visiting ur blog??
i really cant stand those who always think tt they are great
but they are just a piece of shit to me =]
getting tired of argueing with shit =\

hmmm today off day
weather keep rainrain hai me sleep until so latee
so later have to rush liao to go out =\
so looking forward to pay day lo
now my money is - instead of +

hmmm results coming out so soon >,<
wat is there to hurry man??
ALMAK!!! i just realise something!!
weilung de rabbit haven take =x iam going to die man he didnt even call me >,<
suan le other day then blog go out liao

heEhEe

2006-01-09T10:06:00.000+08:00

someone nag say i no update so i shall make a quick update okok cos i rushing for work le =]
hmmm...dunO la nowadays everyday also outside.. hmmm not really free lo
then somemroe tio sick sometimes gd sometimes not gd
hmmm have a v.gd supervisor althought he abit siao lang hahahaha
quite nice to talk to him la and tts why we always talk >,<
he dunO is dua pao xian or wat lo hahahahaha but i think we belive 50% can le =]
hmmm so wrk rotating lo hmmmm very boring la can say
no ppl tt time really want to die
end up i brought mahjiong ah hmmm they buy mag ah hmmm and lots of cDs we brought lolx
oh ya and la bi xiao xin cos xinhui to laugh non-stop >,<""
so when theres ppl we are like mad hahaha and its really very messy lo
ok ba then hmm supervisor also clinch other job for us lo so gt experience lah
so yst i was wrking as sales promoter for membership card and i was like "fuck u iam going to die" ya tts it ahahahaha I WILL NV DO PROMOTER AGAIN!!
bast it hahahaha
hmmm ok la i need to go wrk liao haven pack sia byhebye
anywawy 1 last sentence
WO KAN DAO AI QING LAI QIAO MEN LE!!!!WAHAHAHHA

..a long entry..

2005-11-26T13:08:00.000+08:00

22.11.05
wee wee* hahaha exams are over =]
holidays are so long =]
ok ya...after the exams we went shopping [me al lyn kx]
hmm lyn brought a some sort of cardigent?
which is raher cheap for 26 bucks lo
cos can be made and wear to diffeerent style..
oh ya so i brought nothing again and went homee

23.11.05
hmm meet up with xh late in the morning
then we went marina
hmm saw some cute skirts
but the tops only 1
then end up never buy any lo
hmm so we process to far east
and the journey was so funny
we took the correct bus but stop at the wrong stop
in the end we need to take another bus back
then we walkwalkwalk found many cloths in fareas
then meet up with lyn kx al steff
then shop then xh went hme then we shop then i brought a cargo pants then we shop lo
then went hmee

24.11.05
hmm spent my afternoon walking around
laying around also hahaha
then come to evening i was rushing like mad
bath eat pack until 8
then wait for bus and the bus kao break-down [iam not in]
then i wait longer for another 1
so finally i reach clementi at 9? duno some where ba
then we went steff hse with a nervous heart
cos hmmm the buffet thing lo
noone comfirm with us or rather they say they are coming but in the end they wasnt
so we booked the function room and no buffet
in the end steff kana scolding
and we are afraid to go her hse
but in the end we still went
hmm i am a little li siao la tt nite hahaha
we talktalktalk lo then no sleep sia
hmm got la abt 1or 2 hr? then lay around lo
then bath make up straighten go sch

25.11.05
wa..i got a shock man u see the way they dress
hahaha
all so neatly dressed kekeke
so nice lo...
then take photo kekeke then hor chatchat
then went holland then go steff hse again lol
then at steff hse bath eat finish we go playground wakwalk
then we wait at the function room for all of them t ocome oo
wait until neck long then all comging in hahaha
then we pplayed musical chair
stupid sia yst they play until so hiong
so er xin lo >,<" luckily i nv play
hahaha
then hor we tricked lyn hahaha and ya theres 2 cakes
both of the same cake >,<""" lolx
oh ya i lost my wallet tmd
on the bus lo
bitch man duno how..
hengheng weechee going to help me go his thee keke
then me flower st and piyang took cab homee
st and piyang drop off first then left me and flower
then flower drop off left me =\
tt stupid uncle heard wrongly then he scold me tmd
arnt customers always right?
lolx then flower ask me scold back>,<"
then hor finally iam home lol
ya thats it tata =)

ekekeke

2005-11-24T12:22:00.000+08:00

heehee i guess iam a little slow
cos until now then i feel that i had offically graduated!
lol
ok lo for the past few weeks i got no feelings for this olvl lo
until the last paper i was making myself feel anxious
but to no success
and only until now i feel that i had graduated!!
hahahaha!!
ok la enough of it i need a job to kill times
and to cover my wallet again
kao i had spent i think...abt 100+bucks le?
transport ah cloths ah food ah i think abt tt lo for these few days ok
i repeat
these few days only kao >,<"
so u see i need a job
if not i got nothing to spend le
oh ya i was wanting to go work at zoo
and i msg him
and well he ask me who am i
should i be sad? a little bit la
anyway now i change le i want work at bird park kekeke
then i can see my penguine le lolx
anywy see first ba kekeke i got mths to think now lolx
haiyo iam so tired lo
i had been to marina bugis orchard suntec city link
and my leg is not carrying me anywhere anymore
lolx iam too tired
got to get some sleep then make honey for pearlyn
then go steff hse and wait for tml de graduation
kekekeke
oh my man we are going up the stage~
and i always hate the stairs near the stage
its always so small the steps
and i am wearing heels tml
wish my good luck
oh ya did i mention tt i brought a cargo pants
my mum was so surprised
cos for yrs she has been asking me to buy 1 cargo pants
but then i always dun want
hhahaha in the end i brought it at a rather cheap price compared to those she picked
and she say she also want wear >,<" my cloths are always so simple that we 2 canw ear
hahaha
ok la i want orhorh le hee gd ntie ah

fatee

2005-11-06T12:36:00.000+08:00

hehehe tomorrow is the mark of the start of olevel exams..
hmmm i should say that on that day itself, its not only the hardwork that
will determine if you are able to score or not
but it is also luck that plays a part
dont you think so??=)
wellwell i hope that my luck for these exams will be quite good..
if its bad
hmmm lets hope that it will not be any worst than my nlevel last year??
hee anyway wish myself best wishes hoho
aiyo i cant say if i had prepared myself well lo
cos i dun feel any confident leh
haiyo so i can also can i depends on my ehem ehem tomorrow =]
guess i will have nightmare tonight
which i had been dreaming of doing maths >,<"
hmm okok so people best wishes gd luck tomorrow ya =)

inspirited

2005-11-01T23:46:00.000+08:00

hehehe suddenly i just feel like posting kekeke
hmmm realise i miss my friends =]
hmmm i can only say this hahaha
"if ever a day comes when you found someone better friend than mee
just remember that what i gave you is the best of what i have and what iam to you is the best that i could beee" =) thats what i wanted to say heehee and i just took it from my sms hee ^^ anyway...haiya actually i wanted to like dedicate partpart to my friends de but then neh i only write 1 line i cry liao so i think i better left it other time then write ba hor..
hmm...suddenly...i miss him =wonder how he is doing..hmm must be great ba having a person to care to protect...
haiyo somehow i wondering wheres mine arggg stupid person when are u going to appear?? lol

irritated

2005-11-01T16:06:00.000+08:00

iam irritated >,<>
he is dame noisy>,<
i tried to host up the photos but something went wrong
the photo come shooting here and there >,<
dame it i shall left it after exams until i am free to make again
the weather is dame hot nowadays
hmmm done 1 set of paper 1 just now with a 2hour..
hmmm not bad better than last night hahaha
at least a pass and a fail theres a difference right..
just now i watched the mv..realise that.. hmmm actually 5566 also quite charming hor
hahaha 183 also hmmm mature type that have those charm lo
but then neh i still like the shortshort 1 better in 183 hahhaha which is the ceo assistant in the wang zi bian qing wa hahaha feel like pinching his cheek sia ^^

ya hor next week exams start
haiyooooooo soon we are going to say good bye =[

hehehe

2005-10-31T14:34:00.000+08:00

hehehe i know i seems so free kekeke
wellwell i spent hour plus to make this blog up keekeke
so happy ^^
hmmm so hungry
iam going to eat my lunch ^^
hehehe i had revised finish my chemistry
greatgreat now i going to move to my maths >,<"
idiotic mathss
suddenly i miss my poa hahaha
anyway that has to wait ^^
hmmm tomorrow is holiday
but we cant celebrate >,~
irritating
hmmm 1 last week le
then eeverything is going to start and end
then everyone will comes to that day where we will meet
and left
then it will be months or even years before you know
that u will ever meet again
dont u think so??
today is the last day of oct oh~oh
hmm realise that
i had learnt
kekeke learnt to let go
learnt to forget
learnt to let things be what it is
do u realise that
u have a big brain storing lots of memories
but only part of it are stories u wanted to remember??
there are so many things that i want to delete it and store others eg: formula and contexts for exams lolx but ya la its true ^^ jiao wei hahaha
all those ugly memories kns >,<""
i meant not my r/s la hahaha how can that be ugly when u actually enjoy at that moment right
>,<"
anyway thats already past
what past is already past and we shall look forward to more good things
heeheehee stupid post>,<" sounds like iam wasting my time here anywya~ its part true cos iam falling asleep =[ dame the weatherrr

..sick..

2005-10-26T22:17:00.000+08:00

hihi its been a long time since i logged in hee
well pardon me cause iam going to have my exams soon =[
i got sick
so just a piece of advice
remember to stay away from rain and heaty foods huh for ppl who are having exams
if not u will just end up like me suffering now =[
badbad ah..
hmmm dont know what is to be updated hmmm
had been studying
so pray hard =)
okok off to bed now =) see yaaa

iam so stressed up

2005-10-12T21:06:00.000+08:00

hmm i am so stress up =[
its like theres so much things to be done
but yet iam still at the starting point
although i had been studying
but i still thinks that
iam just right at the starting point
somehow i guess iam worry for my future =[

has been going to sch with a little bloodshot eyes
then yst finally my body is to tense up that
duno wat i keep wanting to vomit =
so weird hor...
then today off sch and yet it only gets a little better
at least now i dun want to vomit lo

hais so bored
hope time could stop
or repeat itself?? hee

..longlong time ago..

2005-09-15T12:23:00.000+08:00

hehe iam back after so long =]
wanted to delete this but then i want listen music so save it wahaha
anyway all previous entries are gone so no point of saving this le

*yawn* what a tiring day~ hahaha and its only 1228pm now hoho
hmm..prelims are nearly over.. left with mcq which is tml and practical nxt wk
hmm..duno if its true that oct no need go sch
but i think they change again ?
anyway stay at home i will only sleep so i rather go and study mysef wahaha

last month i had said something that i long to say to my mama
wahaha and she seems not interested tmd~
they say nowadays ice-cream companies uses cute guys to door-to-door sell sia
so far haven seen any lolx and my ice cream left 1 tup le
so funny leh actually the ice cream can be those lousy 1 but they use cute guys so many aunties will buy lolx gd stragic also hor not bad not bad

this week lantern festival le haha duno sch got celebrate mah lolx~
haiyo~ i very confusing sia
i found out tt i did something wrong
something very wrong lo
but if its in the past then not wrong le
somemore hor too late le
jialat sia~ but then controlling wahaha >,<"

hmmm i am so tired~ last nite 1+ then sleep and i use 2 hr finish recaping physic and chem keke fast hor kekeke
but...later still need to do tys alamk~ and the weather also no gd not cooling enough tmd =.=
only makes me want to sleep sia...
haiyo time really passes so fast this yr leh..
zuan yan jian now already sept le
soon to be oct and practical come
anyway my practical also lousy de i also duno y~ hmmm...
then nov is paper le aiyoyo somemore hor nov also finish olvl
hmm shi jian zhen duan ah...

..0.1% yuan fen..

2005-06-09T10:25:00.000+08:00

these few days has been going back to sch..
lessons was on its like...duno wat to say~weird~
has been studying these days for exams but mostly i studied at home ba
went library but only makes me want kill ppl
fucking piecee of shitss man the ppl down there
dun their parents told them library are meant to keep ur voice dowwn ass
but finally yst i manage to learn my sbq~,~
and i realise something
i like have overcome my fear le =)
tt day clarence say he saw ronald then i tot he bluff me but i think he didnt ba
then end up yst ronald was at mac >,<>.<
stupid hiankok say someone keep looking at me then i turn around see no ppl
then kx say is ronald >.<"
shld i say i duno wat am i doing
i wants to see him cos i hasnt been seeing him for a year?
then i was telling hiankok" wo men lian yi dian lin yi de yuan fen dou mei you mah.."
and the nxt day he was there....
but i didnt turn around and see him also...
its a pity..but he was with a ger..
maybe thats his gf thats what i keep telling myself and just like wat xiuhui says even if tts him gf its been so long le also cant say wat.. but thats something i dun dare to face it too..
althought it hurts to know that if tts really his gf..but then also quite happie that only now then he got gf lo..and not after we brk..
was telling myself that at least he stills rmb me lo since he will look at me..
no idea why he will appear in clementi...
greeny also duno why he at clementi.. but he guess maybe ronald upgrade his cert and study there lo..which means i will see him more often and hopefully we can change to better ba..
but my conclusion is that...his gf lives there lo so he will appear there..duno la..so bothering..
nb i duno why got one-sided love de leh duno which ass created it..
and maybe he shall give us some solution also mah freako

..bU xIang wAng Ji.. sHi cUo wU dE xUan zHe maH??..

2005-05-04T17:15:00.000+08:00

i think i got to find a skin which has everything in a page hahaha cos iam too lazy to click!!
and i doubt anyone is so enthu is clicking it =[

oh ya its orangeeee dayyy lolx
it seems like iam liking more and more orange ^___^
cos iam wearing a orangeee pantsss orangeee teee lolx..

aiyooo always the good is not falling on u but the bad things are coming after u
so stupid ya i got infection my eyes my nose
well the doc say is linked so if u got infection on ur eyes ur nose will catch it too =)
and well he say that if there infection u can do nothing about it and just visit the doc for med =\

its like every week its bound that 1 day i will be absent from sch everysince i changed my place
=( must be tt place is such a suay place ahhahaha so supersticious lolx
but it didnt affect my studies which is a good point still la =)
i wanted to continue my fnn coursework today since iam away from sch
and i couldnt =[
cos the stupid boss of my korkor made him went to work at 2am in the midnite
and reach home at 9am so he was so tired that he keeps in the room
and well..instead of sleeping he was watching teebee and com
enjoying life hor? so envy =[
and instead iam the one who is been drugged like tt
cos i had been sleeping non-stop since i ate my med
which is like...numerous hr of sleeping? such a ass..
and i got to eat my med later earlier so that i can have SuFfIcIent sleep =[
i want go pe =[ no pe today idiotic hahha so sian....i going to study le oo byebyee =)

..hEehEe..

2005-04-26T18:36:00.000+08:00

hehehe iaM baCk hahaha
hmmm hasnt been updating..
its ok cos iam lazy too =x

wellwell it seems like iam always rushing for bus nowadays
cos the bus is like...u either be early for sch
or u will be just a tiny winny late for sch
and well hmmm i think i need to act fast huh
hahaha

hmmm i miss him again =
suddenly de..haha..iam so lack of loveeee
where is my loveeeee sianx ~,~

everyday like routine...go focus then reach home eat sleep
so funless de leh...
oh i miss my harbour front!!! hehehe
well..nbm =) i will gogogo dee
i guess iam not progressive enough
cos my fnn is still somewhere down
hmmm i must get it done by this weekend
then nxt wk print out eberything
then try cooking
hmmm goodgood huh =)
like that then i count as progressive hehehe

oh ya..tests not coming up except poa
so its still ok with everything la thats what i think
but then hor like life is so funless with these busy work coming in looo
everyday like passes so fast...i mean when iam at home =)
sianx duno wat le ok beybyee =)

..cI dA bIaN..

2005-04-20T20:56:00.000+08:00

hMmMm..ok my bloggy got prob heehee so cut short okokkkkk
hmm my fnn disket is gOnEeEee
so i sPent mY dAy ySt rusHing lIkE sHit
aNd hMmm nOw lefT rEsEaRch...
sO nOw i wAs looking aT tHe rEcipEs
althOugh i hAd dEcidEd tO coOk wAt
bUt tHen hMmmM..hEHhehe
aNd i wAnt dO mY cAsesTudy
bUt mY eR gE aSk mE cI dA bIan
cOs i Ask hIm wAt hE aTe foR yst
weLl..sO baD oF hIm
aNd its oK! cOs! hE will gEt it frOm mEeEe hOohOoHoo tHere wilL bE nO pEacE!!
bUt i wiLl aSk mY dA ge nxT wK hOoHoO aNd i gUeSs he wiLl sAy hE fOrgOt waT hE ate
weLl is iT sO haRd to rEmEmber wAAt u jUst aTe??hUHHhhHh?!?!?!
hMpH!!!
aNd mY rOnrOn duN wAnt hElp aLsO!! well i gUess hEe cos lAst yR he saY dUn wAnt hElp =
sUan lE..i wiLl hAve tO aSk mY taRepAndA aNd mY siLlylAzYfieRcetIgEr wHich iS mY kOrs
>_<

..bad day..

2005-04-19T11:36:00.000+08:00

wanted to put fuckday but then canot be so vulgar
yup iam at home againnnnn
cos iam still not feeling well and had been coughing very badly lastnite at 3am
i guess my lungs are not going to take it anymore if i cough again
so i rather stay at home and rest rite
so i set my alarm clock to 8.30 but cos i put vibration
so end up i wake up at 10.30 which is just an hr ago
and so i start to get myself in control and do some revision
and guess wat?
i duno where the hell is my fnn pro disket now
and just fucking wish tt it will appear somehow nownownow
cos i dun even have any backup yet and iam done to case study le
so pekcek...
had numerous weird dreams nowadays
all is about l-o-v-e and its all every surprising
cos duno where the hell did it appear in my dreams lo
but somehow if any could happen pls make it happen hahaha
except for the last 1...lolx...i will struck toto if it really happens hhhahaha
ok la i go find my ass disket
b
y
e
b
y
e

..for mY fReNds...

2005-04-14T11:25:00.000+08:00

was gOing thRough mY neOprintsss
sAw mAny...
ReMinds mE oF mEmOries...
aNd yeS its mEmOries..
dId u eVeR rEalise beFore that hAppie mOment dUn alwAys rEpeAt itsElf?
iF u haVen...u jUst rEcaLl...

..fRends...
its been 5yrs and we are going to be by ourself soon enough..
it not too long till we grad successfully
gods know where we will end up at
who we will end up with
when we might just sit down and gossip over a cup of coffee
so before its too late to realise time is running out...
i would like to say...
thanks for the memoriess...
sorry for the forgiving...
over the 5yrs everyone of us have changed
its so funny when we just look back sec1
sec1 we are innocents and just lvoe playing..
sec2 the motivation comes and goess...but thats also the best memories...everyone agrees rite hahaha
sec3 we were separated..our ties close and loss..
sec4 we were close..times running out for our nlvls and a scene of us studying hard..
sec5 many things had happened till today recalling the past..if we could turn back times..lets go back to sec2 ba...
chalets bbqs has been organised many things happened
all this shall stay with us =)
ok i duno liao lolx continue again ok heee thanks anyway ^__^

..dIzZy..

2005-04-14T11:20:00.000+08:00

now is 1121am lolx iam at homeeeee online heehee
cos i had been sick since mon??
yup...but dragged until today then went to see doctor
was thinking that i might recover soon enough
but today the doc says my temp is icnreaseing
and so my fever is cominggg
i had been coughing day and niteee
snizzing from days but slowly become block noseeee
sore throat and kana laughed lolxxx
wat worst...yst pe so excited
in the end i injured my ankle too
=( lolx but i think going to be ok le cos not tt painfull le
glad tt i had weeming lolxxxx
he chatted with me onlineee
as usual full of rubbish hahaha
glad to see that he knows wat he wants
and becoming a gd boi hahaha
wonder when will be ronald time?
gods know and will forget it
we also not in contact le =
nxtime then say ba =)

..luRve..lOve..LuB..

2005-04-09T21:25:00.000+08:00

today lets talk about love lolx =)
let u all see something which is being sent by shuting heehee

When you think of your past love, you may view it as a failure.
But when you find a new love, you view the past as a teacher.
In the game of love, it doesn't really matter who won or who lost.
What is important is you know when to hold on and when to let go!
You know you really love someone
when you want him or her to be happy,
even if their happiness means that you're not part of it.
Everything happens for the best.
>
>If the person you love doesn't love you back, don't
>be afraid to love someone else again, for you'll
>never
>know unless you give it a try. You'll never love a
>person you love unless you risk for love. Love
>strives in hurting. If you don't get hurt, you don't
>learn how to love. Love doesn't hurt all the time.
>Though the hurting is still there to test you, to help
>you grow. Don't find love, let love find you. That's
>why it's called falling in love because you don't
>force yourself to fall. You just Fall. You cannot
>finish a book without closing its chapters. If you
>want to go on, then you have to leave the past as
>you turn the pages.
>
>Love is not destroyed by a single failure or won by
>a single caress. It is a lifetime venture in which we
>are always learning, discovering and growing.
>
>The greatest irony of love is letting go when you
>need to hold on and holding on when you need to
>let go. We lose someone we love only when we
>are
>destined to find someone else who can love us
>even more than we can love ourselves. On falling
>out of love, take some time to heal and then get
>back on the horse. But don't ever make the same
>mistake of riding the same one that threw you the
>first time.
>
>To love is to risk rejection; to live is to risk dying,
>to
>hope is to risk failure. But risk must be taken
>because the greatest hazard in life is risking
>nothing! To reach for another is to risk involvement,
>to expose your feelings is to expose true self; to
>love is to risk not to be loved in return. How to
>define love: fall but do not stumble, be constant but
>not too persistent, share and never be unfair,
>understand and try not to demand, hurt but never
>keep the pain.
>
>Love is like a knife. It can stab the heart or it can
>carve wonderful images into the soul that always
>last for a lifetime. Love is supposed to be the most
>wonderful feeling. It should inspire you and give
>you joy and strength. But sometimes the things
>that give you joy can also hurt you in the end.
>Loving people means giving them the freedom that
>they choose to be and where they choose to be.
>For all the artaches and the tears, for gloomy days
>and fruitless years, you should give thanks, for you
>know, that there were the things that helped you
>grow.
>
>Loving someone means giving him the freedom to
>find his way, whether it leads towards you or
>away from you. Love is a painful risk to take but
>the riskmust be taken no matter how scary or
>painful, for only then you'll experience the fullness
>of humanity and that is love. Only love can hurt
>your heart, fill you with desire and tear you apart.
>Only love can make you cry and only love knows
>why. If you're not ready to cry, if you're not ready
>to
>take the risk, if you're not ready to feel the pain,
>then you're not ready to fall in love.
>
>There was a time in our lives when we became
>afraid to fall in love because every time we do, we
>get hurt,then I figured out that's why it's called falling in
>love... But at least we know that we had tried our best.

i finds it very true lo...
aiyo so bored i got lots of things to do =(
hw...projects...wanna kill ppl..
oh ya i had a idiotic nite yst on my trip home
and i was so fuck up with it tt i went home with a black face
and its really black =)
hao men ahhhhh i gotta do somethign with my room man
if not i dun think i got the mood to study
except for places tt will attract me to study there
hahaha =\
actually i just got a sentence in my mind =\
if it is fated with u it is fated with u
if it not its not
no use forcing..
i realise tt i had learnt alot of things
that is forgive and forget (oh ya ch tts it again if u ever read this =p)
and by forgiving and forgetting u live life more happily
ehehehe

hMmMm

2005-04-02T22:11:00.000+08:00

eHeM*
iam bAck hahahaha
its been sometimes since i update le
so here iam kekeke
but yet i duno what to blog about =

iam so carefreee now at homeee
but yet i hasnt tounch on my homework yet
=x
and revision kekeke
all i does today is talktalktalk and talk
hahahaha
oh yah i guess my mood swing is over
kekeke finally ah?
its like i had been having it since monday =\

its a peaceful nite heehee
oh ya i got some wishes heehee
.::.to have a day to sleepppppp soundly
.::.to pass my nafa for godness sick =)
.::.to be back to the pair of arms i belonged to its like i alway wish for this??lolx
.::.to have the mood and starts my revision actually i does but then like not enough lolx
hmm i think thats it
ok i think i go find some music ^-^

wAng bu liaO~sHi wEn Bing

2005-03-27T18:02:00.000+08:00

i wAs sO tIrEd >__<
sLept at 2am ySt aNd wOke uP at 8.30am
wHeRe is mY sLeEp!!!
bUt yEt iaM gLaD cOs i dId pArt oF mY cOursEworK le
wHich mEans tHeRes lEsS rUsHing =)

tMl gOt sS tEst aNd i tHink nXt wK tHeRes tEsts cOming uP
hMm dUnO wHen is mY cHem tEst
mAybe dIdnt seE it bA

i wAnt sLeEpsLeEp!!
bUt hAven sTudy
hMpH!
sUan lE mUst lOok fAr~ so cOcky hahaha

i sEe mYsElf eNjOyinG mY lIfE
altHouGht abIt eMpTy
bUt tHen i fEel hApPie =)

wAs lIstening tO wAng lE ai
hAiyO tHe lYrics aH
tOtaLly rEmindS mE oF hIm
iT sAys wAt 2yR le stiLl miSs hEr
yAh lO 2yR le sTiLl misS hIm
hahaha

wELl..jUst likE wAt i tOld kOkky ySt nIte
wHo cAn i mIss wHen tHeRes nOone i kNow mIsSes mE nOw rite
bUt i dOubt hE mIsS me >__<>
bUt i hOpe hE dOes kekeke
wO yaO hUghUg aH hahaha
ppl sAys tHoSe in lOve wIll beCome vErysTupid
aCtualLy i tRueLy aGree
cOs i also fiNd mYsELf vEry sTupid hahaha
wAit aNd wAit wHen i knOw iTs nOthIng =)

i jUst wANt tO be a fRend wIth hIm tHat
wHen iaM sAd oR haPpie i cAn aLwAys gO find hIm anD bOund tO fInd hIm tHeRe
aNd wHen hE is sAd oR haPpie hE cAn aLwAys fInd mE heRe
isnt tHat gOod hmmm...hOpe bA

i seEms tO eNjOy eveRYfRi..
eSpeCiaLly wHen it rAins
cOs i wil tHinks aBt mAnY tHings
tHe pASt the fUturE tHe cUrRent

*yAwn* zAi jIan lE oO

nO gAmbLe wEeK

2005-03-26T14:10:00.000+08:00

wAh laO..tHis Week is nO gAmbLe wEek..
i gAmBle = i lOsE
ySt wAs likE gAmbLing tHe wHole dAy
aNd i wAs like 9 out oF 10 iS lOse dE
sO uNfAir >_<
sUan lE hahaha

iAm tOtally eXhaUsteD tOdAy
duN havE EneRgY tO dO tHings lE
aLl i wAnt is sUfFicieNt sLeEp
eVeN tHougHt i slePt fOr 12hr le=x

tIme fLies...
nOw is aLreAdy gOing tO bE eArlY aPril
sinCe tHe fOcus sTaRts
i likE nOt eNougH sLeEp hahaha
nXt wK is nAfa lE..see?
sO fAst...
aNotHer 1/2 yR,,,
iTs Os le...aNd orAl is sTarting iN jUne fOr prElim
>_<>
jUst hOpe tHat i gEt tO mY cOurse hOhO

jUst knOw a gUy cAlled leO
hahaha hEn kEr ai ah him
bUt tHen hIs tEmpEraLso sOt sOt dE
i duNo wHy bUt hE mAkes mE fEel l-o-v-e
hahaha bUt well i knOw mOre abt hIm tHen i tEel u bA hee

ahh...thoughts =)

2005-03-11T21:37:00.000+08:00

<<~..bU zA hU taN cHaNg di ju..j dE cHEn jn yOnG yOu ju gOu lE..dUn lvE LvE iN rEgRets..yaO ju yaO zUi Qiu..nOonE iS tHeRe tO tElL u wAt u wAnt..rEmEmBeR oO..~>>

kekeke suddenly iam falling for blog again ekekeke

hmmm i just wants to say this today kekeke

you makes me realise what is call love

you makes me believe in love for u let me knows that how great love can be =)

but then u also makes me know that how risky love can bee

you makes me believe in fate

cause i know that we had come together before because its fate

we had been through it but also we cant force on it so its fate

and so you makes me believe in fate =)

hee and that person is???

*deng deng deng deng*

hahaha my precious laogong but is past liao de

cause its also fate?

dont know..this cant of things cant be force let nature take its course ba

butbutbut i want say

i love you ^-^

i miss you ^-^

hopes that if theres fate again between us

we will never end the story again..

happie new year ooo =)

2005-02-10T17:10:00.000+08:00

hihi bloggy hee happie new yr to u oo and also happie new yr to everyone =)
hope tt everyone pocket is heavyheavy + fullfull =)
iam so sian now that iam lazy to go out le hahaha =\
and my pig mama keep ask me go the where with her hahaha =]

tt day got celebration in sch lo and yah i went haha actually dun want de but then i woke up
too early ><>
and so i also duno y i got quite excited down there ><" maybe is becos of the day before it on my way home i was msging ronron kekeke lame >< off ="]" excited ="\" also ="\" dinner =")">
then striking at 12am my family went temple hoho it was not as crowded as before but cars were coming in and out every mins and guess wat?when i squeeze all the way in i saw kewei!lolx he had a gim mo and i sort of stun when i saw him hahaha and well he saw me too then we both stand there see eachother but well we didnt wave or wat cos huh it was C-r-O-w-d-E-d hmm...i got 5 yr no see him le ba...but huh he didnt change at all leh hahaha still that yandao =) oh ya!! moring borading the bus i saw fucai! lolx...chou fu cai hahaha i got so long no see him le ahaha and he wake up so early just to send his gf go sch lo so good =)

yst was rather a busy day man....woke up tt early and prepare the foods for hours lo then relaatives came and went but it was until noon tt they arrive la and then i was a dishwasher for whole day =\ i still dun have a feel of new yr yet hehehe maybe sunday will ba kekeke going malaysia kekeeke

happie new year ooo
wish u all goodgood ok
heehee
^___^

last entry..

2005-01-27T18:10:00.000+08:00

<<~..bU zA hU taN cHaNg di ju..j dE cHEn jn yOnG yOu ju gOu lE..dUn lvE LvE iN rEgRets..yaO ju yaO zUi Qiu..nOonE iS tHeRe tO tElL u wAt u wAnt..rEmEmBeR oO..~>>

helloOoo =)

i think this will be my last entry le ba...

well see i hasnt been updating?? yah lo..cos i had open up another blog le..

a private blog? hmm..so lets make it nice today ba =)

today was kind of busy...hmm early morning go runrun...then lessons are busy lo cos got test test test and it was like....so complicated?lolx...it makes u think and think and think before u get the answer... and well theres another test tml...and ss got trail test..

oh ya..today saw the zhang dong liang...actually dun want go down de..cos vian dun want...den later he starts singing she was dragging me down to hall liao and so i was there rite at the front lolx...hmm..from farfar he very small sia....very cartoon...then he sing also not bad lo but i think ctss too down liao hahaha like not energetic enough lo but also of cos la who ask them only invite sec1 &2 lolx in the end whole sch went down lo hahaha and is tt they didnt invite us all went down themselves... think there wouldnt be 2nd time ba hahaha ok also got cai chun jia hmm she is too skinny le la hahaha now i know why she called chun jia cos she really very pure ah...hahaha her face her voice everything.... then ok lo listen finish walk to the quar then huh i was looking for pearlyn nd when i turn back oh my god who is behide/??is zhang dong liang lo he was directly behide me and i turn around saw 1 green cloth shirt 1 i got a shock hahahaha and with close up actually he is quite cute de!!! lolx...cute la cos small size mah hahahaha

ok so went tutorial hmmm know alot of things today hahaha all gossip la cos u know huh one start talk...a group will talk...yesyes and my 1hr was wasted ><" ok th e end

hmmm.....no last word ba...duno y i want to close this blog...maybe...i just want to keep it to myself ba but i wouldnt really close this blog la cos i will miss my entries lolx i always look back =) which jianda keep saying dun ><" okok so....erm....byebye bloggy....i will miss u =\ but i had to close it... =

new skin..cherish...

2005-01-22T13:07:00.000+08:00

hello =)
i changed skin hee..actually dl this very long time ago le...
but bu she de use...
why leh??cos its makes me very sad..hahaha..
not really la...just tthat i find it veryvery true...=)

it take a min..to find a special person..
an hour to appreciate them...
a day to lvoe them...
a whole life to forget them...

to me it doesnt take a min to find a special one...
an hour to apprecate...a day to love him...
but it takes my whole life to forget about him =
thats y i like this skin...hahaha....

it reminds me to cherish...
which i had nv done so before..
but i dont take them for granted...
its just that i had negative attitude towards a relationship...
which always stops me from going into one...
when iam in one....i will always ask myself....
when we are going to part....iam not positive towards it...
cos i feel that i didnt do my part...and i arnt a gd gf...
and that they will surely regret that they waste their time on me...
i just duno how to change the thoughts..which eventually stops me from stepping into a r/s...
cos to me..if stepping into it..the ending we will still part...then why fall in love in the 1st place..
its just like iam wasting his time ba...rite?

okok talk abt yst...yst i was so busy the whole day...
then at nite...i made cookies...but it turns out bad enough..
got a totally diff oven that i duno how to function it...
maybe that y it turns out so bad?duno leh...
and i was quite in a bad mood lo and my kor keep disiao which in the end kana scolded =)

hmm..ronron nick weirdweird de..duno what happen to him again...

he sounds so sad wor...but also duno how to go comfort him..cos its like so long no talk le..

last nite hor listen to 933..then theres a story about a guy who hurts and been hurt in a r/s so many times...very ker lian lo..but somepart also quite serve it la..must lisen then will understand..then they were saying chu nian yong yuan shi zui mei de...then i was down there dui lo dui lo then my mama look at me hahaha =) well to me lah chu nian is the zui sweet de hahaha cos i never got before mah dui bu dui haha =)

..wO ai nI..

2005-01-19T21:00:00.000+08:00

bLasting::wO ai nI.sHe

thanks yunyun for sending me this song erm...lastlast wk??kekeke
and i had gradually fall in love with this song veryvery much =)
it sounds so sweet but yet hurt and powerful hahaha maybe cos of selina de voice ba =)

okok so today was dame tiring..during chem i was yawning now and then
then finally pe..ahsam not here again duno y hmm...so me and vian talk talk down there and skipskip kekeke but also played badmiton with gouzhen and jielong><" they bully me hahaha
so me vian and jiesi was talking abt courses hahaha and ambition kekeke well sort of duno wat to do abt courses..i mean i picked out some...some backup.. well play safe ba =) and we talk until very long ah hahaha my sweat was dried lolx....ok so freee period lvy nv come so me sit over with jianda...hahaha...sometimes really find it quite fun and relaxing to talk to him lo duno y but somehow he seems to know wat i had been thinking and wat i am thinking and how i feel lolx...strange ba?haha...and today he keep talking to me abt my mistake ><" which makes me regret and duno haha somehow find it quite true lo...and he was aking me abt lastime when iam with ronald = and hor i realise and he realise me had grown up alotalot...i was saying actually break le..no use of patching back sometimes...unless u are 100% sure that u wouldnt make the same mistake again that causes u to break the lastime...and also are u sure that if u patch up le...both of u will be more happier than before??noone knows the ans rite...thats y lo i find myself quite silly...but well..past..haha...i am not sure if we can be happier than before..not sure if i will make the same mistake again...so better dun patch =) and somemore...i think me and him is 2 different world ba...somehow..?? = is just like...the pace he walk was so fast...that i couldnt catch up... =\ okok so he ended up finish the hw by coping and me still on qus 2 ><" so recessss and physic..ok physic..i was sleeping =) yes my eyes closed =) so tired...hahaha but do graph tt timie very busy ah...oh ya..nxtwk change place le..wonder which ker lian guy will sit with me hahaha but i pray hard tt it wouldnt be weiqi plsplspls...

ok so after sch went tutorial study=) tt dom was very funny ><" and they ganged up bully me =\ ass clarence shouted at me hahaha someone asked me some qus today..hmm...tt i had to put on my thinking cap on my way home...i was thinking...if i will be happie ever again for this yr? hmm...if i will be able to be normal to each and everyone and them to me again...it willl be a diff thats for sure...cos its human reaction...just tt how it will become..?? then i was thinking i cant be so selfish...i dun want sell fish hahaha...and tts not a gd character?hmm...maybe i should leave tt "place"

okok i had decided le i will open another acc and this acc will only be for happie de memories times date place and tt acc will be my saddies.. =\ well just like wat keongy said tt i find it true..that blog cant really keep a secert...and secert and feelings..cant really be told here.....

=) byebyee

a*jOyce

2005-01-17T20:10:00.000+08:00

hello this is joycejoyce here again =)
hehe i had finished my hw in sch so iam now freefreefree but iam sleepy *yAwn* =x
but ss haven cut yet =( so sian duno wat to cut...stupid ss....

well we shall talk about today =) today was boringboring and busybusy especially when it comes to maths and poa lesson hahaha keep rushing to keep up =] then...nothing more interesting le ba?except tt today iam pestering yong xin to tell me the truth hahaha well he kept me in an excited mood but huh he dun want to tell me ><" dun care ah..unless he tell me if not everyday i will go pester him kekeke

ok yst hmm...was in a bad shape...morning keep stomache...and i felt so weak...
then after noon time rush hw and online and iron cloths..no more le ba? actually yst want blog de...but no time =\

ok sat...well...i got a scolding from .. well he knows himself =)
i got so shocked when he msg me cos he will only msg me if got things and yup he msg me to scold me =] i tried to explain tired to clarified but like it only make things worst?maybe tt time both of us is in a dame bad temper ba. ((ah joyce go eat grapegrape later then come back say ok hee))ok iam back haha continue =) and yup when he scold me tt time wo fang fu hui dao le sec1 the dame fierce de him then suddenly i tot he didnt changed at all =\ oh ya so after tt i find it meaningless to continue anything and so i offline or rather wat ba well..i realise..that frendship is really so not sticky and strong..it could break anytime without u knowing tt will happen..well frends for 5yrs..nothing to say..to me i think is misunderstanding..but i see no point for clarrifying le..since someone words that had known not for 5yrs compared to someone who u had known for 5yrs are more believeing then..suan le ba..=] and i nearly let out a secert of myself..luckily i didnt?=)oh ya did i said i cried?yupx the moment i saw those vulgar appearing on my screen.hmm..it sound so hurting..but wat ever..after tt i found myself saying these words.." lei dou gan le..xin dou shui le.." i totally give up le =) realise that since it could happen once..it could happen twice..and it happened twice..so there will be the thirdth time ba..so u see?not that i dun want to clarrify..is i duno how and duno if it will be in the correct way.. ok end it.next.

this part let it dedicate to the him ok?well dun be jealous hah there will be other time =)
((** pls read it with a calm temper cos i typed it in a calm temper**))
well u said u ren hen jiu le ok lo i got nothing to say..maybe from longlong time ago what i did and wat i said really makes u not happie but honestly speaking i duno and so ok i think i would like to say sorry.but i know if sorry is possible to accept then i think u wouldnt be tt mad tt day but well still sorry cos i think i really did something that upset u ba.but pls i would want to tell u..dun always think tt u tolerate ppl very long le ppl dun do the same thing to u ok???well iam not picking for a fight again cos there will no chance for it again but i just feel like saying this =)
hope u understand ba..
then also i shall repeat again i did not go around tell others not to like u or dislike u.pls lo iam not tt boliao ok..?tt day u said until like ppl like u is my problem like tt am i go around telling them not to ><" well ok frends for 5yrs if thats wat u think i got nothing to say le =) sounds like iam pleading with u huh?but well its not =) its just wat i feel like telling to u.

ok bloggy i going to read newspaper le oo byebyee huh =)

bastard la..fuck off...

2005-01-15T22:23:00.000+08:00

well this ahjoyce is violent again ok.haha.now at this moment just want to say...u just get on with urs and i get on with mine and just fuck off cos i hate bastard ok.bye.hahaha =)

okok lastnite i went orhorh dame early at after 9 abit kekeke then...i was falling asleep and good god pearln lee called me and well as usual i was hot tempered hahaha cos i hate ppl disturb me when i sleep lolx cos eevn i listen the call le hor after tt i will also forget and well i talktalk to her for awhile and off iam to sleep and i waited for my mummy come home and yes she reached at 12+ ><" and i was like "kao u so late hor" then she say " i also nv ask u wait and even so u sleep like a pig like tt" and i was like "heartless" hahaha then ok i off to sleep again lolx and before tt lyn sms me and my mummy says " how come u sleep hor ur phone canot off de huh everytiime want scare ppl" hahaha then i repied and sleep heh

so i wake up to at 8.05 hoho and i wasnt rushing cos i dun wanted to go cca open hse but then al say want go so ok lo i went to change cloths and off to sch well on the bus i got so sian...and tt uncle stupid asshole cant sit away abit then i feel so cramp ><" like i very fat like tt ><" then ok lo someone scolded the bus driver for his driving skills lolx...

went cca open hse and ok so suay eveything ended =\ mr low de bibi was so cute ok!!! hahaha so kawaii!! lolx..i also want 1 kekeke nxtime =) and then we went lunch..and then we went big bookshop...and then we went sch cos lyn got meet the parents and then we went bastket ball and well me and kx mixed with those boibois kekeke they were so cute ok skinny and short except for the tall de but huh kao their skills is dame pro ok...especially tt 3-pointers kao..dame zhun lo hahaha well before tt me and al was fighting with kx for the ball lolx and she got so mad and crazy turning here and there hohoho and after tt me and lyn team up and well it was so funny with al action and lyn eagles strokes lolx...and well after tt we meeted with ben go dinner and off home =]

something idiotic happened on my way home and fuck it i hope it nv happens again cos i might die just tt way =)and anyway only my mummy knows lolx and she was laughing at me ><"
ok iam so tired and i ate 2 times of ice-cream today almak hahaha and also lots of hw not done tml will be crazy and then...erm..hmm...wat huh..oo...iam sleeping soon kekeke nitenite blogg =)

..joyce..

2005-01-14T20:01:00.000+08:00

hello blog iam back =) well kind of sian now so here iam to blog haha..seems like everytime i sian iam here...well..i hate love really.its like shit and its making me like an asshole haha =]

yst sch was like alright lo haha just tt yes my eyes are swollen again cos not enough of sleep
but then huh i duno why i just cant find time to let me have a rest =\ and so i was on and off in my dreaming status during lessons hahhaha but well i did listen class ok hahaha and ok so after tt hmm...went home...chased bus again...well..its kind of lucky that i sit alone and not with flower cos i duno y i board the bus not long i cry le =\ i also duno y..just cry lo...then after tt stop le but not long again cry while listen to songs..lolx...and i fellt very sad...abit hurt...very empty...but the reasons?i duno maybe is the same ba... = and so i cried my whole journey home again ><"

today..ok lo sch..not bad cos ends earlier hahaha so kind of look forward to it as i was sleepy with swollen eyes again =) and i was enjoying myself during cme lesson hehehe funfun lo write wat u think of tt person kekeke and well i saw vian de paper on her back i started laughing cos she uses green colour and when pasted on the back so look like turtle lo hahahaha and i was laughing like mad ^__^ and then everyone come and write me go around and write..but then hor i realise i didnt wrote any for weiqi haha =x i didnt know lo hahaha i was like saying " erm still got who faster leh" then noone ans me or wat lo so i tot i wrote for everyone hahaha but huh if write for him i also duno how to write =) yes iam honest iam bad but thats what i really feel ok. iam not avoiding him nor i dun like him ok.hahaha i think he still thinks that i avoid him ba ><" peiling dun like cowards =x no la i dun like ppl like him! hohoo =) and then after tt lessons are BORING yes and it finally ends kekeke and well...went to st hse play mahjiong and was like hrS?duno hahaha ok so i called my mummy cos i wanted to meet her for dinner rather then she buy i wait at home so mafan and guess wat?she went chinatown ><" and i was saying "wah lao" so loud on the bus hahaha and ok iam going to help lyn make her blog later le maybe i will change mine too kekeke duno leh hahaha bu she de =)

hellO keke

2005-01-12T19:02:00.000+08:00

BlasTing::ni zHe mE lian hUa dOu sHou bU qIng cHu

hIhI hahaha =) iam happie cos i just took photos lolx...it looks blurblur de the image keke
sianx lo...noone is at home nownow at 7.04 =\ noone pei me talktalk haha..
okok...today...woke up with swollen eyes...iam so tired ok...and my hands is so suan ><" and so this morning before pe de lesson i was sleeping with my eyes open?lolx...yesyes my partner gd vaness keep waking me up by talking to me hahaha and i was so irritated by my eyes tt keeps closing and my hands so suan...then huh yikshi also see i pekcek le hahaha then he say" u very tired huh" hahaha ohya did i said before tt everytime i see him i want to laugh sia duno y hahahaha aiyo pe lesson hoho 3rounds + badmiton +volleyball hoho and after tt iam active again hahaha...siao 1 la =)

tml keongy going taiwan le uhoh~bored le online canot find him talk le =\ and oh ya daniel duno use msn for wat cos i cant see him online hahaha and tt honghong stuppid kaya duno how liao hahaha and ok. i want say something hahaha tt time hong say he go tell his frend his gf is me ><" i got a shock out of my life but later on i find it normal hahahaha cos his frend will believe him but is kana cheated lolx cos its not true lo he was talking to her abt my prob then she tot me and him together><" and so now and then she ask me we how le ><" should i say "oh my god?"hahaha well he hasnt been calling for so long le wor hahaha think newyr he will call ba hahaha well he always call at the most "not good"time hahaha ok la duno y i says this ><"

ohya today hor went the bridging course lo hmm realise i totally forgotten abt it ekekeke actually i want go cos i want listen stories u know hahaha vian lah tell me so many hahaha so unbelieveable lo and tt ger (not vian) sure also got say abt me de hahaha but well...iam not affected =) cos she is like this since the 1st day i know her le lo hahaha well must go say her liao hahaha nv change abit sia... and then after tt went home with flower and i was like so long nv chase bus le ><" then...sit at the sun there lo best liao hahaha so sunny man theres a boiboi hor eating chicken wing le kao makes me and flower buay tahan cos it smells so good!hahaha...and by the time i got home i was irritated le cos i sit too long =\ hahahaha

..tHeRes aRnt nO lOvE.. =|

2005-01-10T20:20:00.000+08:00

hmm...just eat finish...yes tonite i eat until so full cos of my good mummy..hahaha

hmm...start with morning....erm...today nothing to blog actually hahaha

nothing in sch during day is nice =)

its so irritating to entertain ourself during the chi period everyday.thats wat i want to say.

physic...the stupid wave..dun understand wat mr chin is talking...

making me so blur...count here count there...but not greeny grad le cant ask him =\

thats y u see now y i miss him so rite..hahaha...

ohya...sch just started and theres lots of things to be paid...

10ys...each around $5/6...then class funds...donation...books...

hmm..i got scared by the looks of her haha cos she is dame serious when she talks to me andmummy also kana scared hahaha

well...she sort of touched me with her words.yes.she touched me with her words.

not all...but mostly...the 1st thing she sees me she ask "who ask to continue sec5?"

and...i said "me myself" well...iam happie i said that...which means that my mind everything is prepared...i mean..erm...know wat iam thinking =)

she sounds happie to heard that...but then huh she continue talktalktalk saying that my results without chi is 8pts is quite risky need to study hard and all that...and then huh when she says"u cant play com liao ok no time le" then i cried. hahaha i seems so stupid down there silly ass hahaha well...i cried cos she looks so serious it scares me...and also she touched me with her words leh...i thought she want scold me...but hmm...she just nag lo hahaha and yaya i keep say i very guai hehehe ><" hahaha well she talks ALOT ok hahaha and mummy also kana touched by her words hahaha but ok lo it sounds abit kb hahaha cos is like eeveryone also know wat to do to her/his studies rite stupoid...ahahhahaa

well she says i can drop sub hmm...poa or f&n...cos only this 2 can drop...well..i duno lo...poa sure iam not going to drop it..but fnn...hmmm....i duno...really...

thought i dun really like it...and dun really study for it...but hmm..i duno...i find it risky somehow...i duno...i duno..i duno...i scare i choose courses tt needs fnn...then how...haix..i duno..iduno..iduno....ok so it ends....

mummy ask wat happened...i mean wat happened as in..i study i revise..but then i still got 8pts hahaha cos lastime she tot very gd but huh this ass says not gd so she ask me why not gd hahaha i also duno why not gd ok lolx to me is gd le =) then she ask me why lo how to improve lo then i say i duno lo i very irritated with ppl asking me about my studies..i guess i know part of the ans in my heart lo...theres nothing for me to hold on...nothing for me encourage me to aim...nothing for me to look forward to... =\ i mean love.

lastime...got ronron...=\....then got the who but not stead or watsoever...

lastime i always tell myself " u need to do well ok cos u are happie u got boiboi" hahahaha cos everytime i want to give up ... i will think abt him...and he will says "dun want la" =) i miss his voice...so long no see or hear him le =\ well...now as a frend ba? i mean...thought i love him but no more chances hehe =)

i wants to say...jiu ai hai shi zui mei de...yes...hahaha well my ronron my dearest boiboi kekeke he treat me so gd ok dote me so dearly ^___^ well ppl all know tt anyone will also look forward for his/her first boiboi or gerger rite ...the most unforgettable..hahaha.. =)

hmmm....time is runing out cos my mum on my tails ><" ask me go revise hahaha ok la alter hehehe

well....in ctss for the 4-5yrs le..hmm...my only mistake was milton?he ass lo for wat he did to me ok and i will nv forget and forgive him ok.yes.and him he makes me and ronron got barrars ok kao.iam angry =\

ronron kekeke he so ncieeee kekeke eeverythign also gdd kekekeke like pervert me ><" no la he is gd heehee ok nxt lolx

erm...benny?opps its a mistake hahahhaa its still so funny and so weird when i thinks abt it hahahhaa and well becos of him someone says he likes me and he is....

flower huahua lolx....sure die if he knows i type until like tt hahahaha erm...wel...he..not bad lo..just unstable...hmm...really hor...iam sorrie to him lo...i ttreat him sobad =( i mean lastime la.cos now it wouldnt happen again as he changed from me to duno who le.well...he is nice and good too =) but nv stead b4 so duno wat is wat and wat =) well i hope he really doesnt regret loving me lo...haix...iam so sorrie....but well...*whisper* i did watwat him before.. =x but yah..eveerything is impossible now and so let it be ba..no use turning back...haix~

maybe i did regrets ba...i duno... =\ see above ba..my zhen xin hua ...

thats it hahaha no more le =) 5yrs erm...4person?lolx... =x

byebyee!off for kajiaoing kekeke

..Girl's taLk...

2005-01-07T22:42:00.000+08:00

::bLasting*jOrdan Hill-rEmeMbeR me tHis wAy::

this is a nice song and if u dont have it pls go download =)
hmm...kind of boring hehe so here iam to update..
hmm..lets start with last nite ba..
lastnite i used toothbrush to spilt on the coloured paper...
and...end up after the whole thing...my hands legs and face has white dots hahaha
cos it spilted onto me!! ><"
and i got so irritated with it cos clean le still kana...hahaha
so..i knee on the papers and spilt here and there and ta da kekeke finish lolx...
and so i went to sleep....

fri..hahaha...today lo.. =)
as usual lessons end hehehe hmmm kind of thinking of the population...
think of marriage...kind of reasonable lo...
then after tt went canteen...had lunch...
hmm...iam happie with myself this week cos i hasnt been eating during recess lolx...
erm...iam cutting down as possible as i can on food cos it makes me fatter =\
so after tt...hmm...we have our girls' talk...
hmmm i really love to just gather around after so long...
had a close chat...
it always makes me feel so warm so sweet kekeke
well can say that iam noisey kekeke
hmm...its the only session whereby u will let out ur real feelings..
real thoughts....understanding....and also hidden secerts which u dont dare to say ba...
hmm...its rather nice to have a session of it once in a while kekeke
wellwell...my most remembered de is that time during sec3 chalet...
me ailing and shuting sit outside coasta sand chalet at the front pouch there talk...
hehehe well...we talked the whole ntie?! hhaha..
yaya thats the most memorable de le..heehee
we sit there talktalktalk eateateat and as they eat the...wats tt le..erm...duno la forgotten...i was playing with cats lolx...
i remembered that was a good nite hahaha clear weather clear sky =)
noone to disturb us...and i was hugging a pillow kekeke...
well...i miss it so much lo...hahaha....
and i was surprised that st miss it too kekeke
well today de was nicenice funny =)

thats it. girls talk
hahaha

..hAix..

2005-01-05T16:53:00.000+08:00

bLasting::qing hua-jay

yupx reached home ate my med..
in the mood of blogging..but no words..
kind of in a hurt+sad+confuse mood today..
as much as i had expected...
i cried my whole journey home..
i kept bitting back my tears...
but all the tears that dripped cant seems to make me feel better..
i duno why i cry but i just feel like crying..
the past and present..are so much different..
thats what i had been thinking abt it on the bus,,
if i could choose...i would choose to go back the past..
cos i thought that we were rather more wat than now..
everything seems to be like changed as we grow..
sometimes i wonder why we grow..
after tt...i think abt ron...
then my heart suddenly says that...
time really heals ones' wound...
time had flies...and i had gotten over him...
maybe is because i had accepted the fact that...we are not suited ba..rite?
as we grow old...we faces lots of problems...lots of situation..
then the now me...suddenly feel like being like vian...
everyday the "stead " is in mind...
after sch..the stead will be there..
like theres a meaning that u are holding on..
i also hope to be like her lo...
but huh...haiya..know la..its not easy to fall in love de lo...
but sometimes...u know that stead is more important lo...
at least theres something u can hold on to...something that keep ur life going on...
something that will makes u look forward and confide in..
so many reasons lo..
haix~~~
if only i have a zhen de teng wo de stead now..again..=\
iam such a disappointment...
think i spoilt their mood again...
cos i like always do so..
haix~~
life is hard...
for me now ba...
cos is like empty...meaningless...colourless...
haix~~~

first day keke

2005-01-02T01:24:00.000+08:00

hello 2005 de first day..haha nono is 2nd day le...cos now timing is 1225pm le..
iam so sian...nothing to do...lazy to on tv...and noone is chatting with me...=\ weird..haha no la=
then...so iam here lo to blog..haha...
hmm..today i started my day by going market...and then normal task...hmmm....oh ya finally i manage to catch my nap again kekeke think tt will be the last one before sch starts ba...
hmmm arnt quite happie nwo...abit moody should say...hmmm...duno y..maybe becos i still dununderstand y ppl around me change ....
hmm...they change till so fake...see le also very gao wei....
greeny say accomodate...hmm..i had always been doing so hehe =)
hmm..but i am still sad over it...
maybe should have say....iam not used to it?
duno..its a sudden...tts wat i feel...
and i hate tt feeling...
will they know"?no...
will they understand"?no...
hahaha.....
and i dun even understands myself....
maybe i had been this old self for past 16 yrs le ba....
its time for some changes?
duno...and duno how...
used to be tt naughty...hmm..leopard cant change its spots....
arnt going back the same way....
becoming a leng mo wu qing de pl?
duno..i feel it so...haix sianx....
feel like a stranger...in the inside..
hmm...ai qing hai ren bu qian...
tts wat i can say for today....cos something happened...duno related to it mah...due to find out...but not on me..of cos...
cos iam still single and noone wants me =\
forget it...hurts only....
then..kor frend came watch soccer...
hmmm think my kor promoted me again
hmm not in the sense of promoting me like how i promote ppl
but is the sense tt he talks abt me haha
duno wat he says bbut i think he say iam weird ba...
lolx...noidea...

iam so sianxz
so sianx

!!!!!!2005!!!!!!

2004-12-31T22:31:00.000+08:00

hello!!!hahaha 2005 coming!!! 2004 ending!! hahaha siao lang...hmm...my new yr revolution..hmm...i want to be more stronger cos me need to be so...hmmm i want to know how to remember the happie things//times..and forget the saddies things//times..hehehe then i also want to study hard lolx...yaya and lastly i hope that i can have more time to do things that i want kekekeke okko enough liao huh hehehehe....

almak...turn 2005 jiu yao meet greeny le ><" zhen tao yan hahahaha no la haha i so miss him rite eekkkk...lolx...he doesnt know it too kekeke no la he is my goody goody half kor whole frend lolx...yesyes i will always remember him de thought he grad kekeke thenthen tml must go take books from him alamk...his books so precious so BIG u know need me go to clementi take ><" hahaha hope tt i found my way there!! kao...hahhaha

hmmm...ahjoyce ending 2004 crossing to 2005 with her age::17 lolx...and!she cut her hair hahaha hmm..duno how to say...suan le...and i did something too..kekeke...dun tell u hahaha keapo xP ok la go see skins again le zai jian lo 2004!!!!! xi wang ni ge wo yi ge hao boiboi in 2005 ok!!!! hahaha

!!!!mErRy cHrisTmAd!!!!

2004-12-25T21:11:00.000+08:00

hehehe!!its christmas again!!kekeke!!wellwell shall talk abt how i spent my christmas eve...actually going out...but then end up cos i cant make it so nv went along...then i at home so bored...so very bu shuang...then i keep myself occupy at nite by watching vcds and chatting with alll lonely guys and gers lolx..its a lonely xmas for me heh...no boiboi is ilike tt de...okok..so i slept at around2am...welwell me lastnite chatted with daniel!!lolx...danieldaniel in ns also le...haha grad from poly hahaha and yah he says sentosa!! lolx...ask me go call ppl go sentosa hehehe and he sounds sadsad de..but i told him tt if he is sad can find me lo kekeke oh he is the best liao really best cos always christmas only he will reply my msg lolx....and will end up chit chatting with me kekeke and guess wat??on this chirstmas eve...me and ben back to frends again!!lolx...ben is not my sch de...is duno which sch de..but now is np also hahaha well...lastime know him in irc..then chatchat then got add in msn but didnt chat for long time le and ya!! lastnite both lonely 17 october young adults are chatting!lolx...he got the same birthday as me man...i didnt even notice hahaha so surprise kekeke so was very happie chatting with him..lolx...and guess wat? we so long no chat...he say me sotong ><" okok so this was my xmas eve hehehe

and then..today..hehehe went out with my mummy to jurong point...brought 1 top...1jacket...1pair of earings...1pair of shoes...kekeke....happiehappie but haven unpack and keep cos we both very tired...tired not in the sense tt we went out so tired...tired is in the sense tt i also duno..kekeke...before we went out we already very tired le..but then the moment we reached home she sleep!!then i on tv listen news i also fall asleep!!then i didnt even know lo...until she wakes me up at7pm so accurate can watch huan zhu gege eekkekeke so here i was blogging and going sleeping soon..hehehe maybe at 10 ba...dropping dead le...

*!!* mErRy cHrIstmAs*!!*

BlaSting.::.bLackblaCkheArt

2004-12-24T13:08:00.000+08:00

wow wow..kekeke so long no update le..got 8days hahaha..well kindda bored with this blog le maybe closing down..cos nehx..hmm..i find that not everything u can write here...cos...eventually someone will sees it..and u know humans' nature...mouth is not zipped...so i get kiind of irritated with this kind of ppl le...okok so start with today..hehehe...just woke up not long ago but still very tired ah...cos last nite went bbq lolx...at graig's house hahaha kinda fun..but..hmm..suan le..stupid ch..can go bang wall de..later then say huh..hmm...sososo..ya...i was going to carry out my task that was to do xmas persnt lolx...haven even done 1...hmmm..maybe i did lastnite?for myself ba..cos i was trying out..hehehe...turn out..haix..lolx...and so i went sleep =P okok later after this i going to contnue le...and after tt evening time..duno meeting al they all mah go countdown..hmm..abit sian cos i was tired..but still i want buy the hat and wear kekeke...but huh..duno leh...countdown le duno how to go home...must be very crowded de.. =\ hope tt my korkor calls me kekeke ok thats it lolx

23.12.04
hmm woke up early too should say whole week waking up earlier than everyday cos my mama at home will wake me up and then ask me do this do that..and so i was very busy this week lolx..with spring cleaning...okok so i was helping out with washing the kitchen...and then uh huh i went out!lolx..so i went graig hse and yah i arrived earlier ok when i meet them hohoho 1st time huh no la lastime also like tt hehehe and i left house later ><" lolx...then..while waiting for them...the ppl keep coming to me!!the charity de lolx...noh..the east coast and PS de privillage card tt charity...and hor i tell them i buy le leh then hor they say "nvm la u listen to me talktalk for 10seconds lah" then they continuecontinue..then hor they finish i tell him" i buy le leh....hahaha" then hor got 1 is walk away..then another hor is "nvm la u buy 1 more lo" then i ask him" this card i buy so many for wat hahaha" then he laugh lo then he use his finger go and poke my forehead hahaha stupid 1 and he says" ni hen bu hao de" stupid rite...so after tt go buy cloth and headed to graigs' hse...then down there..so few ppl lo...but not bad lo hai hao la..hahaha...then moo say his story><" then finally FINISH liao ch come ask him repeat...and so i make the snoreing sound and tt stupid idiot so make my neck and then huh finally FINISH again lolx and ch say he want says his too and so he continue and he keep say to me " u will regret de" ><" ok lo if i were to regret it will not be he is so good and i didnt accecpt him and i regret lo but it will be cos i think we can try but we didnt thats y i regret ><" so he make me dame paisae and he keep make me ah asshole =,=" so i went home after tt with al....ok the end...

aiyah the rest of the days i forgot le i only know got 1 day i was very sad with ppl dun understand me then another day i made junqing more dulan since he already very dulan le then after tt i keept talktalk to him then afer he tell me wat happen and i guessed and i talk rubbish and he was happie again and i was happie also and then got 1 day my korkor and mama say me then make me so jialat cos my korkor say me short hahaha and my mama say i stupid hahaha then i say them back ah hahaha cos they keeps ay me leh pour me cold water hahaha and another day i went out with relative a tired + fun day cos we sit lorry go here and there and i brought 3tops1skirt hahaha so i was happie and yaya duno liao

bLaStinG::yOng qI * fIsH lEonG

2004-12-16T23:44:00.000+08:00

uH hUh..its 11.46pm haha..going to 12am le..so sianx...nothing to do now.. maybe reading a story book later and wait for my korkor come home ba heee finally iam having a peaceful night..cos my da ge haven come home..duno go where liao le..clubbing??normal la..hahaha i mean normal for ppl to go clubbing at him age lo..no go i still find it abit weird..hahaha..ok he has been making the ghost sound nite after nite ><" sounds so irritating and stupid hahahaha and when i watch vcd he also come askaskask...tired of answering him and so i turneed by back to him hohoho and tml my kor coming home le..finally hahaha..tt day call him and the singtel says" this line is not listed" and my mummy got so scared she ask me sms him with a 999 ><" i thought she want call police...and always who call back from chalet the 1st thing she says is " i want call police liao y now then call back" and tt nite my kor is not spared lolx...and after she put down the phone..she shoot me leh -,-" then i also shoot her back by saying" i got call hor somemore is i reached le jiu call hor" ahahhaha but lately i went also nv call back 1 hahaha cos she wil call me at 12 ><" no idea y tt time too..and i pick up her 1st reaction is "haven sleep meh"><"

ok so sian..haix...am really feeling uncomfortable...haix..heart abit pain?i duno lo..but..wish happiness..yes..thats wat ican say le haha...dun want to know and think le...

oh ya..the whowho haven help me ask..want beat his pigu le hahaha..hmm..iam missing the whowho very much at this time..hee...but he is online leh hahaha and exchange a few words and nothing le..haha...so long no talk le..also duno wat to say...hope tt 10yrs down the road we still frends lo heehee he is a great frend thats what ican say...=)

oo...tt greeny so hao lian change hp liao sms me twice his no. ><" and i tell him i didnt miss him tt much lolx kekeke and he keep "kao" me hahaha nxtime in sch..i sad..no him to comfornt me le =[ will miss him definately... noone calling me from art room lolx...noone calling me joyce so loud again as if scare i nv heard him..noone di siao me again..noone say me buy drinks again...noone cut my Q again..hmm...noone lend me stationery or books again?? lolx...yah ..thats him hahaha i rmb the lastime..i Q-ing besside him at drinkx stall..then the person infront of me so slow then i tell the anutie i want watwatwat then he say " anutie dun care her" then he turn to me say" ey ai sey man u own this stall ah" hahahaha aiyah i lazy wait mah..hahaha...

so fast..he grad le..nxt yr 18 le..big liao lolx...ronron 19 le...me 17 le..theres someone bound to hit 21 and i forgot who is tt...zx?james kor?hmm...ooo...yonghong..hahaha..duno who la but comfirm got ppl hit 21 nxt yr hahaha and the yonghong...duno missing until where liao...got soooooooooo longgggggggggg nv chat with him le hahaha think he shift to brunia?? for training ba...duno leh i think he got tell me but i forgotten le..hahaha...uh huh..minglong...i will remember him de lo...hahaha...duno how is he le...got yrs nv talk to him le...think he change his contact le ba...cant find him...also i no longer go irc le..hahaha..cos my kor complain say got virus ><" but when i go in the last few times also nv see him le..haha..the pAndA and me kOala lolx...i rmb he used to be my so called "laogong' lolx...yah...in irc la hahaha and we will quarrel down there..i mean real quarrel lo hahaha then alot of ppl will help settle then huhh either i offline or he and he will sms me a "Sorrie" hohoho and y his nick is panda and mine is koala?hahaha tt time i love koalabear alot and so i used koala hahaha and i love panda!!!hehehee so he used panda ><" lolx..and ya...from internet..become something like real like tt..he will call me lo...theres once...the lastime i ever talk to him on phone was when he just came back from NDP parade...he was 1 of the commander holding the flag lo those many flag de...then got rehersal mah..then he come home he called me telling me he is hungry.. and i got very sian lo...u hungry u tell me then i do wat?funny rite...so i tell him "hungry go eat lo y call me 1st" and he say he miss me ><" he not even my stead lo...is only on net de..haha...means fake de lo...but we are quite good frends lolx... then hor i duno y lo i go abit irritated....and then hor after tt he call i willhang lo...but we will talk over the net la..haha..theres once..weeming say want play then i entertain him and then panda tell him to watch out ><" and so i got scolding from weeming which is not even my fault lo...and minglong is the one greeny want beat de lolx...ronron say de..hahaha...and greeny didnt know i know minglong =x but he knows after tt...hahaha.but i cant contact minglong le...

hmm...xmas is coming..hahaha...wish tt everyone is happie kekeke and hopefully pl is attached? lolx..impossible..ahahahanvm la...hahaha...just hope tt iam happie and have a job iam satisfied..kekeke oh ya i got a xmas wish and tt was to go sec5 lo...hopefully kekeke well..i see no pooint worrying le...cos wats done is done and cant be undone..rite??leave it to fate ba...just pray....^__^ naggy again heehee but once comes to nite...i got alotalot of thigns to say hahaha oh ya niteniteeee its 12.19am le hoho kekekek

yaWn

2004-12-14T15:02:00.000+08:00

tHis is pl rEporting..lolx..keep editing this blog but then huh keep jam so i decided not to make the fade in imgine liao duno y only this script cant others can..so sian lo make until..hmm..guess i hasnt been updating??heehee cos i lazy mah =x

realise tt time passes so fast..frends around one by one enlisted and yah my zx kor enlisted le..so fast..cos lastime i last saw him and talked to him was when he still in poly haha and he even completed the first 3months..so fast lo..guess who is the next one enlist? i got no idea..haha..well recently these few days chatted with mr dennise he huh full of nonsense hahaha cant stand him man keep play around with me aiyoyo somemore he also grad ite le..fast hor??lastime i remember the first yr he in ite when he come back sch during teacher day that time he still got call me when he see me at the void deck..wah..guess tts the lastime i see him??i duno leh..forgotteb..hahaha..but its been quite awhile le since we last chatted lo..hahaha..and guess wat?? he keep talking nonsense and with nigel down there lo hahaha cos he stay at nigel house lolx...and yeayea he is a buffalo nigel is sheep sheep me is pigpig lolx... i guess if he online tonite there will be lots of nonsense all over again hahaha oh ya i miss ah bear!! lolx..though he live so near but i haven seen him for so long le hahaha...and yes also yong hong tt ah hong hahaha duno how liao hahaha always online ask me die liao mah lastime idiot one hahaha..so miss themthem lolx...

aa...the snow *i love U* hahaha is made by hongwei hahaha must promote abit since i putting up here heehee nice rite althought abit fadefade hahaha from another angel see hor like quite romantic like tt rite?? imgine someone wrote this for u hahaha *day dreaming* again lolx..

recently so many ppl sick le..my mama fever haven ok also the doctorsssss must highlight doctorssssssssssssssssss duno do what shit one...one by one also haven cure my mama fever gdgd idiot 1 make me so angry hahaha and hor those 2day mc plus weekend rite my home got 1 pig sia..keep sleeping hahaha and i keep ka jiao lo =x heehee

my korkor haven come home from chalet so sian no ppl pei me talk cock liao hahaha cos he always entertain me one and no one call me "lao su" in the midnite these few days hahaha cos i always at nite eateat cos of my da ge eat so little then need me clear up and oh ya he huh keep ka jiao me last nite making those ghost sound at my back lo so irritating cos i off the light and use com hahaha then i got so fed up with this blog editting i shouted at him hahahaha and he goes back to his room hoho but all it didnt last long..cos he come and ask me COOK in the MIDDLE OF the NITE...stupid 1..crazy fellow...

ok enough bybyee hahaha see u diary ^_^

-=continue=-

2004-12-10T11:35:00.000+08:00

ok lo so i was going to continue from yst where i left off lolx...cos i dun feel like saying out wat happened this morining as i went jurong east for breakfirst cos my so gd de korkor keep di siao me then keep ppour me cold water and keep talk alot of craps ah qi si wo le hahahaha dun want frend him le la idiot 1 hahaha ok la so continue ok ^-^

-=continue=-
ok so i was standing outside the boi toilet then i shout inside ask him come out lo then so paisae ok cos other frend also down there mah haha then hor i rmb i say "argg ni hai de la qi si wo le" then i walk away le lolx...aiyah i duno wat to say mah kao his face so red hhahaha buay tahan lehx..ok so after tt he came out of the toilet and we were suppose to have chinese lesson as ususal so i change sit to other place farfar from him lolx cos actually chinese we 2 sit together de lo sometimes hahaha until 1 of us want to change place lo so hor he still sit there lo then i sit farfar hahahaha veryveryvery paisae lo...then hor they put the flower in my bag lo cos i also duno wat to do with the flower lolx...then hor duno when mdm luan saw the flower lo then she pick up and read the card leh then cos she duno english mah duno wat hor say until so loud lo the forever loving u ><" then whole class know le lo ><" more and mroe paisae haha then huh she ask me who give de grinning lo kao hahaha then they tell her who give de lo...then hor ok change class again so more and moe ppl know abt it ><" ok finally sch endsssss ahahhaha then i when for guzhen yupyup then mdm luan saw me cos i was standing outside the room mah cos haven start then hor she ask me he like me ixxit ><" then i tell her no lo then she ask me how come he give me then i say he siao 1 hahahaa crazy fellow then she say she dun believe lo and she grin grin walk into the room ><" then at nite i online tt time he ask me i got throw away mah then i say nv hahaha and oh yah the flower appear again hahaha so funny lo when i recall aiyoyo hahaha...btw its not 2yrs back la its last yr only hahhaa i just rmb de..

nEw sKin??

2004-12-09T17:17:00.000+08:00

..i dream..kekeke this is sang by sly yesyes its true ok hahahaha...cute hor he keke okok i think i will use this skin for time being cos i dl so many skin all make me so pek cek i edit le come out so diff so forget it i use this until i found another one kekeke

today i just paint finish the thing i want make for lyn lolx..so late hor..=x she also know i always give late de bo bian hahaha...then hor paint until my whole hand lo but then haven finish doing lo cos i waiting for my korkor help me buy those things come home kekeke well next wk then can do le lolx...but quite happie with the painting la cos hor duno hahaha my fav colour??its blue colour!! kekeke...siao liao le...so my mama came home so early today cos sick mah then i keep talk to her hahahaha bo bian la once i start i will nagnagnag le heehee so thats all i had been doing these few days and yes iam giving away teddy bear AGAIn ><" althought abit sad cos it had been with me so long le but then hor no space le la hahaha...somemore i also nv play le so give some away lo but huh its a needle in my heart man =( lolx...but not giving all la just afew only..then hor i was looking at my teddy bears when i found the flower.......frends who witness it 2yrs ago will know what is the flower i mentioning lolx..ok la it a flower but fake de hahaha..so i take out and see see for awhile..recalling the scene again..hahaha so funny...we were changing class cos chinese lesson mah..then before tt day theres a activity going on which is meant for charity and teacher day de ba??i dun really rmb le...then they got sell flower mah attached along with a small card lo...then huh this flower(yes tt guy ch) go and buy this flower then hor he dun dare give it to me hor he pass it to my frend leh cos my frend was sitting with me before chinese lesson mah then she leave it on my table lo then i ask her why got flower then she tell me is he give de then i ask her give him back lo hahaha cos very crazy mah give me flower then she dun want lo then ask me take in my hand man for gooddness sick lolx..then i dun want lah of cos hahaha then hor tt ebon mouth so big say so loud tt he give it to me ><" and yes so many ppl know but not whole class yet ok so i ran out of the classroom with duno who holding the flower chasing me lolx..i got scare of my life man...then huh went duno where go take the other gift my class de..then hor when i return rite they ask me see the card lo then inside u know write wat? it wrote "forever loving u" then i see liao hor i duno wat to say ah cos very funny liao then handwriting also dun look like his de lo then i scold ebon=x cos i tot she wrote it haha and she scold me siao.. ><" ok then hor i went toilet yes outside boi toilet ask him come out cos he stand
-=to be continue=-

..hMm..

2004-12-08T14:06:00.000+08:00

bLahbLah bLack sHeEp haD u aNy wOol..lalala..sO sianx..haha..iam a lazy gEr so i am laZy tO edit tHis bLog hahaha just put it up 2days ago i tHink..cOs sianx abOut tHe laSt sKin lE hEe..nOw hor i know le..u want put up ur skin u need to be fast lo cos hor always got ppl paste skin i want de first make me cant use = hahaha so i am clever le i paste 1st then i happie then edit kekeke ok la i go edit abit le byebye

^-^ mY fAv sHow!!! ^-^

2004-12-05T22:05:00.000+08:00

yUpie!!!jUst nOw gOt tHe erm..wats the title..erm...wat zi shi mei de heehee very romantic ok!!!!i was crying!!! hahaha very sweet leh!!! kekeke sweetsweet now kekeke aiyo that main actor inside so yandao *'-'* kekekeke is so dashing ok hahaha so cool kekeke watch the show twice le plus today watch again hee really nice lo...guess shall go buy the vcd so i siansian tt time can watch hohoho =x okok shall describe abit the show incase nextime i forgot heehee

-=here it goes=-

main actor::ah wen,a rich man guy handsome?cute?he has it all.looks like a bad guy those gangster,having a so dame funny guard beside him always.
main actress::ah juan,a normal ger policewomen.pretty?yes pretty kekeke but abit blur + stupid hahaha =x she is always holding a tomato sauce bottle >_<
tomatosauce bottle::theres a u know those listen ppl talk de device inside

ah juan becos she is so blur and abit stupid in her training and even kicked her sir therethere lolx was been degrade to the lost and found department.then one day theres a important case happening and ah juan cos she like lag lag like tt was asked to be a underground spy (wo di) hahaha then huh she was carrying out her duty that was to get near ah wen and see what he is going to do i mean those underworld case lo haha then huh she was walking when BOOM she banged onto ah wen chest wee you wee hahaha then hor she was serving as a waitress srounf ah wen table and tt tomato sauce bottle huh is on the table to listen wat ahwen want to do lo haha stupid huh and someone stole the bottle lolx then ah wen was fighting verbally with his ex-gf who then hor take the bottle and hit ah juan head as ah juan wanted them not to fight lah then kana lo hoho the show starts!!! ah wen noticed ah juan ^-^ wee you wee ekekeke he gave her lots money to go for brain scanning cos of the bottle hahaha
-=cut short=-
ah wen slowly fall in love with ah juan but he didnt know tt she was a policewomen all along and a person who gets near him just to get more information (so sad hor??) then hor theres a STUPID DEVICE INSTORED!!! in ah juan fake hse (they used up someone hse lolx) its a massage chair lo then hor need to paste all those thing on ur boddy for surface is a massage chair lo but hor in secert hor is a device to SEE IF TT PERSON IS telling the truth anot..stupid hor?! kao i laugh like mad ah..okok so hor ah wen went to ah juan hse and sit on tt chair lo then hor other police hor is at the room hor watching the screen to see if ah wen is telling the truth to ah juan lo..[ the screen shows 2 colour.red is truth.green is lies] and ah juan asked ah wen this qus " are u gangster" and ah wen so serious ans " i will say it once and for all" he is not lah he say then hor so stupid rite ONE of the pludge SLIPPED FROM AH WEN BODY and then hor the screen instead of showing green or red colour it shows a HEART!!! lolx!!! so cute ok hahaha so stupid also hhahaha okok shhh then hor after many things rite ah juan also fall in love with ah wen!! ahahaa ^-^ and ah wen spent most of his time money on ah juan dote her to hell man kaox..hahaha..so good lo...so sweet...heehee but all it doesnt works..cos ah juan is a hidden policewomen (haix..so sad..) althought they become a couple but then ah juan still got mission de lo...then theres once when the police says tt ah juan and ah wen should broke up incase ah juan emotion spoilt the whole mission...that day ah wen was going to bring ah juan to europe for 3 mths man...then cos ah juan so in love with ah wen...she was not having the mood lo..then she ask the driver who is the ah wen guard to stop the car and she tell ah wen she dun like him..haix...then hor she walkes away..ah wen looks like going to be shattered to pieces soon lo..then he kept asking ah juan wat did he do wrong then ah juan say is becos she dun like him then cos ah wen dun accept tt reason ah juan say becos ah wen dun listen to her which is she ask ah wen to put a cork in his mouth and learn canto >_<" stupid ...then hor kao..romantic part ownself go see ^_^ kekeke

then one nite ah juan overheard tt ah wen going to kill a person then she trying to stop him from going by keep making ah wen drink alcohol but instead of he drunk she drunjk >_<" ahahaha and when she wake up ah wen gone to kill ppl le lo...aa...this part ownself go see nice de ^-^
kekeke

-=ending=-
lolx....its a nice show ok!!! hahaha veryvery romantic and sweet ^___^ love it!!!

..::its aNotHeR yEaR::..

2004-12-04T21:07:00.000+08:00

i tHink i sHould bLog tOday..hMm..time really passes so fast lo..everyday at home i realise that the time cant slow down abit one leh..i got so many things to do then it goes so fast..hahaha its been a long time since i nap le lo ^-^ but huh today finally catch some time for a quick nap and guess what?my so good de korkor go shake me disturb me kick the bed wake me up just because the microwave is not working >_<>

today nehx..is another year le..2yr pass by le..that day i was asking greeny if he ever remember when he breaks then hor he change until so serious and tell me that he never will do any record or remember when he start and break..but i thought all these is so natural?that u will rememebr when it makes u so happie and when it makes u so sad? hmmm..guess different ppl different thinking ba..haha...for me leh maybe its my first ba..thats why i rememebr when start when break lo..but since break le..everytime when both date comes i get very sian and sad lo just like lastnite i was going to bed when i glaze at the alarm clock which state 1am then i was telling myself..2yrs back..u were still a happie ger who misses ur happie boi at nite..then i start to dream back lo..hmm..guess i changed abit ba haha...then hor i feel abit sad lo..then was thinking if he remember too..well if he at least rememebr wat happened before i will be very happie le lo..theres always a saying" the gers hope to be the guys last ger and the guys hope to be the ger first guy" translate to chinese and u will understand..i find it quite true hahaha..lastime he tell greeny iam his first ba then he got tell me he got like ppl before leh haha so blur hahaha but then hope that he can find someone dote and care for him lo cos helike keep sadsad de..feel so worry for him lo duno wat happened to him..then ask him he also very ji dong like that then also ask me dun ask haiyo..tt greeny also la dun want tell me hmph! but then nbm la..just hope that he can be happie lo ^-^ he sad tt time very scary de..hahaha..next yr..when i blog..will i still talks abt him?hmm...

cAnt sLeEp!!

2004-12-03T23:31:00.000+08:00

hAiyo very sian leh..i cant sleep.. =[ these few days cant sleep at nite make me morning so tired then also no appetite also no mood..hmm..hai hao la..hahaha..siansiansian ...
arHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhh
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Blast|ng::sUmMeR sCents

2004-12-03T13:17:00.000+08:00

hEehEe tOday iS nOisEy dE bIrtHday ahahaha lAst nIte wAs gOing tO sLeEp tHen i aSK mY mAma tHe dAte tHen i kEep tHinKing wHen is tHe bIrtHday tHen i think sO lOng finAlLy rEcAlLed tHat HEr bdAY is sAme aS mIng eN lOlx..tHen aLso rEcalled tHat is 3 dEc lo hahaha sO i sTayeD uP till 12 at fIrst wHile wAitiNg i wAs cHattiNg with gReEny oNline hAhA hE hUh mAke mE daMe mEsSy lO bUt hOr i hAd dEcidEd..nOt tO tEll le..hEhEee..cOs i tHink is nOt pOsSibLe ^-^ aNd i hAd intEnd tO jUst let iT fAdE aWay lE hOho..wait..aRnt i uSing pUrpLe =(
hEe nOw i pUrplE lE hoho..lAme.. >__<" i mIsS aLl gRad sia..haha..xIaOhaN gRacE sAmaNtha wEimIng miLtoN aLvIn yIxUn gReEny lOlx..dId i mIss oUt anyoNe..aiyO..fOrgoT lE..hahaha..lieW..cAnt sEe tHem in sCh lE..=[ nO pPl kaJiaO mE vEry sIan hahaha...i wIll mIss weImiNg wAving hAnd lOlx..aLvIn disIaO..gReEny cAllinG fRom aRt rOom..lOts lOts lOts..tHen sEc4 aLso..tHougHt nOt rEaLly "tT" cLosE with mY gz fReNd bUt stiLl mIss tHem lOts lo..cOs wE wEnt tHrough tHe uPs aNd dOwn fOr 4yRs le..kao...wE cOmpLain tOgetHer..cRack iDeas..aNd wE went tHrougH pERfOrmaNcEs..tHen dRaW oN eAch oTher fAce >_<" pLay aNd tIrEd tOgeTheR..haiyO...nUmeRous sia..hahaha...mIssmIss..

aHjOyce wAna gO a fEw pLaCe..Lolx..
*~*~*~sEntOsA
*~*~*~zOo

aHjOyce wAna dO tHesE feW tHings..haha..
^-^-^-eXcErisE hahaha
^-^-^-sEe sUnriSe
^-^-^-see sUnsEt?
^-^-^-staR gAzing tHougHt i aLwAy do at my window tHeRe >_<
^-^-^-pLay wIth a dOgdOg hahaha
^-^-^-gO fInd xIangyEe + lOlLipOp waH lieW..dUnO hOw many yRSSSS nV sEe tHem le >_<

aLot tO sAy...

2004-11-30T16:23:00.000+08:00

hMm...tOday..rOnrOn gOing tO haVe his bIking tEst wHicH hIs nEck hAs bEen sTretChinG lOnglOng cOuntinG dOwn eAch dAy lOlx..hOpe hE pAss it sMoOtHly lo hEe...aCtuaLLy tHougHt hIs bIKe cOming oUt lIaO tHen gReEny sAY is hE gOt tAkE bIke tEst x__X" hahaha

hAiyO..lAst nIte mY kOrkOr ask mE gO sIgN uP fOr cAmp hE sAY hE sEe mE at hOme sO bOliaO tHen i tElL hIm mY mOtHEr sAy gO sIgN cOUrsE..i dUn wAnt gO cAmp ah..sCaResCaRe..aIyO dUnO lEh..alThOugH hOr vERy fUn dE lO..bUt hOr jUst duN fEel like gOing lO..bUt hOr i think iF i gO hOr tHen tHey wIlL knOw aCtuaLlt iam 16 lIaO cos i kEep fEelinG tHey tHink i 10 oNly hahaha...

ySt hIaNkOK sEnd mE qUite a nUmBer oF sONgs nICe lEH hahaha tHen mOrning tHat tIme tHaNks tO kEonGy hE cHeEred mE uP maN aNd i wAS smILiNg tHe wHOle afternOon lO..tHen eVeninG tIme i kEep aSk mY mAma gUeSs whaT i wAnt tO bE hEehEe..jOyjOy gOt a bIgbIg dReAm..bUt iT seems sO faR aWay lOlx..cOs i Hink quite iMpoSsibLe dE lO..haha..

tHen tHe dAy bEfOre ySt i tHInk..oR sAt??lOlx..i wAs cHattIng wiTh gReENy hahaha i rEaLisE tHat hOr iaM rEaLly gLaD tHat i kNow hIm lO..cOs hE is sOMeoNe sO eAsy tO taLK tO..sO uNdeRsTandIng..aNd niCe lO...bUt eVeRytIme wAnt aRgUe wIth mE dE..hahaha hMm..hAsnt hAve a nEw kOr fOr sO lOng..bUt i aLwAys tEll hIm hE nOt uP tO sTanDaRd la hahaha bUt tHen aIyaH hE is a rEaLly vEry gOod fReNd tO bE lO hahaha tHen tHat dAy hE tMd oNe kEep tElLinG mE tHat mE & rOnrOn hAd bReaK lE cOs wE wEre taLkinG abOut sOmetHing also fOrgOttEn wHat lE..tHen i tEL hIm hOw i FEel tHen hE also tElL mE hOw hE fEels aBoUt iT tHen wE taLk unTiL rOnrON hahaha tHen keEp sAy wE aLready bReaK lE lO lOlx..tHen hE sAY tHe cLay nOt haNdsOMe lEh qI si wO lE..so cUte oK!!! hahaha tHen hE sAy hIs bRo fReNd gO sAY cLay whAt nOt hAndsoMe tHen lEaRn pPl jOin..waH lIew..hE cUte lO..lOlx..tHen hOr gReEny gO cOmmEnt oN rOnrOn aPpeAraNce tHen vEry fUnNy lO..iMgiNE rOn wAs hEre hE sUre mAke a jIaO bIng at hIm dE..hahaha..tHen taLk abOut hIs bRo tAttOO cOs sAmE aS rOnrOn dE...tHen gReEny vEry bLur lO tElL hIm rOn tatToo lIao lE hE stIll dUnO..stuPid aSs..hahaha..tHen hE sAy hE alSo wAnt pUt x__x" iaM gOing tO lAugH at hIm wHen hE puTs it kEkEkE aNd hE dAme wAt oNe lEh hE cAn mAkE mE lAugH wHOle nite wiTh hIs fAces x__X"

tOdAy sTomAch vEry paIn sIa..aSs..tHen hOr wAs quitE sIan lO..cos gReEny gO wOrk nO ppPl pEi Me tAlk ..tHen hIaNkOk mAke mE angRY..tHen tOtaLly nOt in tHe mOod lO..bUt i fInish rEading a bOok its cAlleD "yesteryear" starInG bOring bUt veRY sweet sia..hahaha..veryvery nCIe lO...hEe..i gUeSs i nEed tO dO sOMetHing lE dEc..iF nOt mY kOr wiLl sIgn mE uP fOr cAmp!!aRgg hahaha hE dUn wANt hElp mE bOok cHalEt hE aSshOle..hahaha...i wAnt gO cHalEt lEh...so mIss it..lOlx..rMb tHat dAy wE went lYn's dE..tHen eVeryoNe say gO bOok oN tHat day x__X" wHen iT is quite late for bOoking lE lo..hahaha..so funnY..ok la..hOpe tHat hOr qInhOng can sUcCeSSfuLly bOok 1 lO hEehEe tHen cAn gO lE..lOlx..oH ya..waItIng fOr lUoyI's rEplY sia...dUno sHe wAnt aNot kEkE hOpe shE dOes..tHen mY hOlidAy gOt zHao luO lE..hEhE..eBon hOr nV rEplY me sia..nOw i mUst gO fInd rOn aSK hIm hElp mE find lE =,= hee...

sAw a sUrvey in mY bUlLetin bOaRd rEcEntLy..u kNow fRendsteR de...tHen hOr tHeRe aSk.."what are the 3 things u want to do badly now at ur this age that u are qualify to do but u cant" meaning iam 16 exampple..ppl my age go oversea alone and i want but i cant cos parents dont allow..this type lo hahaha thats an expample lolx... then i was thinking what are the 3 things..and i sort out kekeke then i went around asking ppl and ebon was so surprised at my 3 lo then greeny also then greeny 3 makes me laugh like siao..hahaha

what are the 3 things u would like to do and u cant???

this is my 3 things that i would like to be but i cant...

***tO tOn oUtsIde..bUt cAnt cOs mAmA sAY dANgeRous..ok lO aCcepted lolx..

***tO haVe a tatToO...bUt i caNt gOt 2 rEasOns bUt mAinlY mama wOuldnt aLlow hahaha 2nd is tHat althought thats what i always wished since young but then i not sure if i will regret lo cos its permenent de leh cant be scrubed off de lo...so quite what lo..haix...think i old le then put ba =

***tO pieRce eAr hOle!! lOlx..but also canot..mama la say later pain then say what later infection..she bluff me de leh..lastime still ask me what pierce anot she bring me go then now say infection..qi si wo le...but dun care ah heehee pierce le then say =x but willt ell her first la if not she want say me again hahaha

i want clarify something oo..i want tattoo not becos i want be an ah lian althought those who put tattoo looks like it..but hor i just like body arts lo..really like lo cos very beautify and nice lo...since young i was hoping to have 1 la since i first saw it lolx..then i want a smallsmall de..heehee..but then rite..i just like it and no other reasons lo just like ronron put tattoo like that just like it and no reasons..but then cos its permenent think i wouldnt want it ba...haix..but then.aiyo..nextime then say lo...

nothing to write la

2004-11-23T17:11:00.000+08:00

heehee nothing much la these few days lol cos i lazy write mah =x
wellwell i was thinking maybe i should go take cooking course lehx..ahahaa..then i can cook and eat =x then i also can cook give my mama and da ge eat heehee they very support my cooking de hahaha but then huh i cook very slow leh i mean prepare the ingredients then later the teacher scold me very paisae de leh..cos hor ithink i will be the youngest there lo kao..who so boliao like me go take up the course hahaha then hor i cook hor canot cook 2 dishes at a time de leh i will very blur and fustrated de..hahaha..mama la ask me go take up the course ahahaha cos she say she can eat then nvtime she no need cook liao x__X" aiyah but i want learn so as to pass the time la hor?hahaha.. but hor i cant ganrentee that hor i wouldnt use the stick and point to the teacher if she scold me leh cos hor at home i always use that and point at my mama hahaha cos she always alot to complain when i cook then in sch i always point to frendfrend heehee aiyo..i want go library and changi airport lehxx... x__X

..hMm.. i mEt yOu..lolx..

2004-11-19T14:23:00.000+08:00

at the jUrOng iNteRcHangE lOlx..sAw sHahIrA duno hOw tO sPeLl =x tHen oN tHe mRt i sAw aLex cHiu hOng JielOng eSteR and gou zhen hahaha nearly forgot his name le..uh oh..haha..lolx...then hor at chinatown i saw evvone too oh ya at jurong inter rite i saw the guy..hmm..the alex soong frend..from 4a1..the guy lo hahaha...saw so many ppl ina day wo de tian ah...

tOdAys eVent

2004-11-18T23:17:00.000+08:00

today went out shopping with my mama cos she also need to check up so we went polyclinic first..aiyo..i waited soooooooo longgggggg sia...think hor got 2hr like tt la..so sian..hahaha..then saw a stupid ass that is so funny and another ass is irritating lolx..1 keep looking..feel like use sticks go pok his eyes then another 1 keep thinking i want read his msg x__X stupid ass..then i go tell my mama then we keep laughing hahaha then huh we were talking abt education x__X lolx...was waiting so sian that i go wake flower up hahaha through sms la but hor i thought he will continue sleep leh but he called back lolx then ask him come dowm pei me hahaha but then huh he say i siao liao then i say i go find him then he say he lazy come down then he say he want orhorh very sleepy hahaha then i say ok u go sleep hahaha so i think he fall asleep right after that ba lolx...ya..so i sit there wait for so long x__X theres a mummy brought his son there go take blood test..then hor the son scare mah then cry..then the mummy keep bluff him alamk..then hor he come out that time cry so loud sia..then i tell my maam" see la bluff ppl one" hahaha then hor the another Thai i think mummy beside me keep smiling to his son haha cos his son hor..like drowzy like that leh..think he had an injection or got illness ba..then he also waiting to withdraw blood for test mah..then the mummy keep comforting him..so we chatchat lo haha...then hor after the whole thing we went orchard lo..cos check up mah..then hor kao today hor since i arrived till i leave that place hor got 4 ppl went in for abortion..3 was there waiting when we arived then hor 1 was inside having the abortion..its only nerly 2hrs leh then 4 foetus was being destroy.....ok later then say abt that..got 1 lady bring her 2 son along hor go scan the foetus leh kao..scan 1 time only leh!! 5min only leh!! 500 bucks was gone...almak sia..the machine so expensive meh...very scary leh give birth to 1 baby...its only scanning leh...still need to scan after months de lo..wah liew..really lo..giving birth in singpore..is really very expensive..lolxc....okok so hor there was 2 maid i think is maid la..went in for abortion..u can see that hor they come out that time..their face is real pale lo..then hor...they wlk that time really..very..hard lo...then hor they looks real sad lo...everytime i go there i will see ppl going in for abortion..its really sad lehx...kao...i think hor the place sure haunted de lo so many foetus being destroyed...then hor some are so poor thing u know the ladies..some came alone for abortion..then after operation..they sleep on the sofa till there can walk steadly out of the place..u can see that they really need some ppl around her lo..very sad leh..wonder wheres those bastard guys..
today theres this GIRL who i think is ONLY 13-15 but i think is mostly 15..wHO IS YOUNGER THAN ME..she went for ABORTION..i thought is her mother who is going for abortion at 1st cos her mother looks so sad..then her dad was screaming at the top of the voice in that place..then u know that girl she DOESNT LOOK SAD AT All she was SMILING HAPPILY away..feel like giving her a slap...wheres her responsibilities??moral and values??wheres her brain man...her father was scraming "JESS DO U KNOW WAT U ARE DOING!? HE IS A BABY A HUMAN WHO HAS LIFE AND BLOOD!AND U ARE JUST GOING TO CUT HIM OFF!WHAT ARE U DOING?!?!" they know its a HE because the doctor scan the foetus for the family to see..the baby boi..in the womb..the doctor even give the family the photo to see and take back..cos they requested to take back.. no should say the mother of jess says she wants the photo..the dad didnt want jess to go in for abortion..he stands at the door there stoping her going in..screaming at her ask her to think again...they mum was saying" she has no choice and this is going to be it" and so while waiting for her turn to abort her 8weeks baby (i think so cos i heard its 28 weeks but clinc only accept abortion till 12weeks) which is FORMED..yes its formed a head hands legs and the doctor just use scissors and cut it off there..reminds me of mr chin showing us the photo of babies..during abortion being cut by the scissors..its veryveryvery sad...wats more sad is that jess dont think that she is wrong u know?!she was laughing...then hor when she see the 2 boiboi who came with their mummy for scanner for the sis or bro she says that they are CUTE..i feel like asking her.."if they were cute..so will be ur boi..why are u killing him in such a way..cant u raise him up..u create him..his body is flow with ur blood" i cant stand it man...then when jess was going into the operation room her father scream again" jESS WHAT ARE U DOING?! U ARE NOT GOING IN!!" but she still went in....and abt 30mins later the mother was told that the operation was done..baby gone..and jess was still on drugs..will wake up 3 hr later...
if live is so precious..why cant they cherish it...she created the boi...why destroy him...he will hate her...forever..he will knows tt her mummy dun want him after doing tt...haix...cant she thinks before she do...althought cant be controlled sometims...

hEe hEe keke

2004-11-17T21:15:00.000+08:00

tOdAy nEhx cHaTteD wiTh rOnrOn lOlx..hE hUh dAme kB sia..lOlx..kEep aRgUe wItH mE tHen hOr kEeP gOt aLot tO sAy aH..aCtuaLly nO la i gOt aLoT tO sAy hahaha tHen aH mAkE mE kep wAnt lAugH aT hIs wOrds lOlx..hMm..tHiNk tHis is tHe fIrSt tIme tHaT mAkeS mE hAve tHe fEelInG oF lAstiMe..bUt hUh wAts eNd is eNd =) aIyOoO..hE hOr hMm..sOund LikE mY kOr lIke tHat nOw haha bUt jUst tHat hE aRnt LikE mY oTheR kOr wHo wIll eRm..caRe mE?lOlx..aIyah dUnO hahaha tHen hUh kEep sNeEZing tOdAy dUnO wHy hahaha tHen i aLl bLaMe hIm hEehEe tHen hE kEep "rUbBBisH" lOlx..2yRs agO dE tOdAy..hAd bEen dAys sIncE i tAlk tO hIm..aiYo..haha..

hMm..lOvE aLwAys sTaRt sO sWeeet..tHeN mIdDle bEcOme sOur..tHen lAstLy bEcOme bItTer..hMm..fOr oUrs..it dIdnt bEcOme sOur it diDnt bEcOme bItTer..it sTaRt fRom sWeEet..tiLl sWeEt..tHen iT bEcOme bLaNd..tHen it eNds..so sUddEn lO..bUt sOMehOw i kNow wiLl eNd..bUt dIdnt kNow tHat it wIlL bE so soOn oNly..hMm..mAyBe i aRnt a gOod laOpO ba..aLso tRue la..cOs iaM sOmeoNe wHo dOeSnt kNow hOw tO eXprEsS mYsElf mY fEelinG mY tHougHts..i aLwAys tHiNks tHat hE kNows..bUt aCtuaLly hE dOeSnt la..aLso qUite pOortHinG lEhx hIm.nEed tO pUt uP wIth mE lOlx..hMm..hE rEaLly cArE mE aLot lEhx..i dUno wHY i dUno hOw tO eXpReSs,,maYbe iif i dO tHen wOuldnt lIke tHat..bUt hOr i gUeSs iTs fatE bA..yaO wO yU sHaNg ta rAng hOu yOu bU yaO so hor also tRue lA hOr..cAnt bE fOrcEd dE..iaM hApPie cOs lEt mE kNow hIm bUt iaM nOt haPpie cOs iF wE nEvEr sTaRt bEfOre nmAyb wE wIll sTiLl bE aS gOod aS bEfOre..hmm..fReNds aRe mOre iMpoRtant mAh...gLaD tO sAy tHat..wE dIdnt quaRrel bEfOre..hEe lAstiMe hE tElL mE" laOpO aH vEry gOod hOr wE nEvEr quaRreL bEfOre lEh nOw tHen i kNow" lOlx..i sTiLl rEmMeBeR i kEep smiLinG hEehEe..bUt iaM sAd tO sAy tHat i rEaLly dUn rEaLly uNdErsTaNd hIm lO..sO hOr pPl..sTeAd lIaO mUst uNdErsTand uR bOibOi/gErgEr hOr..hahaha..

lOoking baCk..iTs bEen a lOng tIme lE lO..sIncE i pEi hIm wAtcH sOcCeR lOlx..i mEan hE wAtcH tHen wE oN pHonE mAh..tHen i aLsO wAtcH iF nOt dO mY tHinGs hAhaha..baCk tHen aH i aLwAys vEry qUieT dE tHen hE wAtcH..tHen gUaNg gaO tImE hOr hE wIll sTarT tO aSk mE wAt i dOinG LiaO tHen sHow tIme qUiet aGaIn eXcEpt fOr mE keep sAy tHe fOOtbaLleR stuPid la =x hEe..welL..iAm a gEr..tHat iF i gOt a bOibOi..i wOuLd hOpe tHat tHe bOibOi wIll nOt tReAt mE liKe a tReasUrE kEep in tHe hOusE..i mEan hOr..lIkE dUn likE tO tEll pPl wE sTeAd..cOs wiLl mAkes mE fEel tHaT iaM nOt sUitaBle fOr hIm tHen i wIlL tHink wHy wE sTEaD..tHat haPpeNs tO uS..aNd iaM qUite sAd aBouT iT fOr sOmetIme bUt afTeR tHat cOs LikE rAdiO fRom hIs fRend aLl kNow lIaO fROm hIs cLaSs..hahha..hMm..paI sAe lO..bUt aT LeAst i fEel taT hE rEaLly lOves mE aNd nOt PlaYtIng wiTh mE lO..tHen tHeRes oNcE..hIs freNd caLleD hE tElL hIm he wItH his zaRbO haha haPPie laH..cos i aLwAy tOt hE duN wANt pPl kNow mAh hMm..hEe...iaM a wEird gEr hOr..? hahaha..tHen hOr iaM a gEr..wHo hOr dUn likE mY bOibOi kEep msG mE dE lEh tHosE hOr kEep aSK mE wHaT i dOing dE lOlx.. cOs i wIll sCaRe dE..i dUno wHy..bUt i haSnt gOt oVer it lo..tHaTs y i sAy mY bOibOi vEry poOrtHing lE maH lOlx..tHen hOr iF hE wItH mE hOr tHen hOr jIu cAnOy lEt mE fInd oUt hE lIke oThEr pPl..hMm..i wOuldnt dO anytHing bA,,buT i wIll sUrElY gEt out fRoM hIs LifE..hmm..hee..

hEe tAlk sO mUcH hahaha..oK la eNd lE lOlx..hEe..got a feW wIsh hOpe tHaT aS tImes gOeS bY cAn fUlFiLl

gEt a jOb

bE aTtaCheD anD hOpe it lAst lOng..

bE financially dEpeNdent

hAVe a dOgdOg? lOlx..

hMm..fOrgeT lE..hahaha..

..hMmMm....

2004-11-16T13:24:00.000+08:00

yst i woke up at 5+ cos my mama got work mah then hor i was standing at the kitchen window breathing in the morning air then hor i realise something lehx..the smell of the air in s'pore is diff from malaysia..hahaha..the air in s'pore containt the smell of farm hmm..and chacoal leh..then hor the air in malaysia contain the smell of chacoal + chao ta+those ferteliser +patrol de leh..haha duno y hor so diff..hmm...somemore hor..s'pore in the mornig very close de but the malaysia de in the morning already hothot liao x,x" ahahaha then i fall asleep after tt lolx then wake up later abit then hor at night hor my kor like siao ding dong like tt very what de leh keep disturb me then hor keep making alot of noises then hor!!! he go take my hamham go outside balcony then dwn there swingswingswing lah qi si wo one..heng never drop if not his pillow all those also bu bao le hahaha then hor he go out liao my da ge come again play with my hamham..he go take newspaper tt time throw all the newspaper onto my hamham then he say hamham want eat newspaper..stupid 1..all mad de...

yst my korkor so ma fan say he want eat tang yuan then hor he say i mop floor he cook give me eat then i go mop lo then hor mop liao hor he say he very full dun want eat first then i say ok lo then i go tell my mama say he want eat then hor my mama go ask him where got panda leaf then he go no need panda leaf he cook one then my mama ask him hwo he cook then he say use sesame paste then hor my mama ask him u know how to cook sesame paste meh then he say he ti gan ti gam then my mama say ok llo i cook for u then hor she call me go learn see how she cook leh nxtime cann cook then hor i go tell my korkor say " ur korkor very mafan de leh want eat duno how to cook hai me need to go learn" then hor me and my mama cook liao hor only me and my kor want eat only leh then hor wah lao got 10 lehx somemore just after dinner then hor my kor say "ok la we halfhalf" then i say half ur head u take 8 i take 2 then he scold me siao...then hor he take 6 then i eat 2 then my papa and mama each lolx...then hor nbm leh they eat finish ask me wash leh..then i keep go scold my kor hahaha wah lao ey he finally got to eat his tang yuan liao cos he has been pestering me since fri or thursday cos he say he want eat sesame paste then he go buy but duno how to cook then ask me cook then he after tt say want eat tang yuan then he go buy then also duno how to cook ...very mafan 1 leh him....make me yst fullfull go sleep ahaha

("v") oUr hEaRt tHe stOre rOom ("v")

2004-11-16T13:15:00.000+08:00

jUst nOw Was hAving mY bReakfirst..tHen tHeRes the 933fm yIng yUe rE Ji..the Lin zHi wAs saYing "oUr heart is tHe sAme aS a sToRe rOom" during spring cleaning we would always clear up..throw away things..then put in the new stuff rite..but theres always a limit when we store things..we need to throw away those uselless things so that it wouldnt take up space..then when it comes to ourself..its our heart that is a store room itself also..we keep store things that somehow some also is useless le .. things that are unreturnable things that had past..so we need to get rid of those things to make us feel better...somehow i feels that its very true lo..theres a limit..if we dun throw then new de canot be store..but then..sometimes something is very hard to forget..

..bOrEd..

2004-11-13T22:40:00.000+08:00

sUpEr siaN lEhzx...haiyoyo...

()___()
( 0 . 0 )
duno how to draw liao la..pek cek le so sian ~,~

_+its bEen sO lOng +_

2004-11-11T14:24:00.000+08:00

yst taught me a lesson not to be too keapo!hahaha yst was looking through my photo from babie till now then cos i sort out mah into a album then hor i think of helping my korkor sort also lo into his album then hor i take every single photo out of so many that we had taken from babie till now then i sort into my mama album my korkor album mine and my whole family then relative then babie.. so hor i took every thing out but end up for 3+hr i only sorted 1/4 of the photo album which means i need to continue today too..so sian..hahaha but quite funny leh..make me realise hor shui yue really bu liu ren ah..everyone changed so much hahaha then it was quite memorable looking at it..then i found 1 photo which was taken during pri sch with my frend then behide she wrote for me "peilng yao ji de wo oo" then hor honestly speaking..i really forgotten her le hahahaha tts y so memorable leh...no wonder ppl loves to take photo lolx..now i realise le kekeke

just now was chatting with ronald!! lolx..he huh..again still so di siao siao buay tahan haha but grow abit more serious le..he seems not happie with his current job wor..but guess he wouldnt quit ba heehee cos is his flavour after all..lolx...then asked him to help me look out too so not bad lo keke hope he brings me some good news cos i was thinking of being a packer liao x__X haix..hahaha ok la happie now hee

wOndEr..

2004-11-09T14:51:00.000+08:00

yup..changed my blog skin again..cos i deleted his photo then i see no point using tt blog skin so i choose this..another few hours to put this up change here and there quite happie with the result just tt haven make the imgine got the fade in imgine so nvm another day cos now wist very pain le then neck very suan le cant continue le...

yst went Indochine but no ppl there so walked away go paragon thai express interview then also say wait for phone call..then we went for movie at cine the princess diary ok lo not bad funny + abit romantic was watching then my stomach groan then got verys ian x__X then went eat yoshinoya lo then walkwalk go home reached home quite early leh so super the bus just a bit after 10pm reached home le lolx

cant get to sleep last nite..full of thinkings + leg got pow pow le now still painpain...i was thinking..do i really like him..do i really regretted..do i really forgotten him..wat will happen if i didnt rejected..wat will happen in the future..somemore and somore..

honestly speaking..i didnt forget sc cos in somepart of my heart theres still space for him..i duno if i like ch cos my heart cant decide within the both maybe i do maybe is just illusion rite..i did regretted wat i did but somehow i also didnt regret..cos i was very scare tt time..it tooks me yrs to forget sc if i falls into the heart shape again then maybe if it turns out bad it will take me another yrs to forget..its hard to forget de..so iam very scare..somehow his action also make me quite scare also lo..so i didnt regretted..but i do regretted was when he says " this will be my last time asking it wouldnt happen again" cos i rejected and he wouldnt ask again then i know tt i really did something very wrong and hurtfull..then its so hurtfull i dont wish to hurt him again now lo so even if i like him then also no use de cos i wouldnt tell him de..even iam now yerning for heart shape but somehow i think iam also not prepared..yi qi shang hai ta da bu ru bu yao dui bu dui..somemore i also duno if i do or dont like him ... maybe i should say i dun suit him ba..thats wat i think lo..aiyo duno leh..so fan.. just like wat al says iam controlling myself dun fall in tt heart shape lo..maybe..maybe not..kan zhe ban ba...

2004-11-08T11:33:00.000+08:00

<<~..bU zA hU taN cHaNg di ju..j dE cHEn jn yOnG yOu ju gOu lE..dUn lvE LvE iN rEgRets..yaO ju yaO zUi Qiu..nOonE iS tHeRe tO tElL u wAt u wAnt..rEmEmBeR oO..~>>

sHifTeD!!!
http://www.neverbereplacedmemories.blogspot.com
heeehee

wOohOo

2004-11-07T15:05:00.000+08:00

hEehEe hapPie hApPie fInaLLy edit finish le after so many days kekeke alhough i want a white background but tt 1 chanot change so use this le lo hahaha nicenice hor got my ehem pic dwn there can see ^___^ sianx leh so long no update le cos canot log in!! hmm..ok la i try recall then write out kekeke oh yaya tml interview again x__X hope pass and got a job kekeke

=-=-sEntOsa-=-=

2004-10-24T01:14:00.000+08:00

ySt wEnt sEntOsa haha nOt baD la qUite fUn bUt jUst tT i dUno hOw tO sWim =S sO hAd dEcidEd tT aFteR Os gO sWiM!! lOlx..ok lA..tHe wEatHer wAs nOt fIne..jUst like tHis cOlOur dUlL dE..cOs kEep gOiin tO rAin+tHundEr lOlx..bUt..wE jUst kEep pLayiN hohO find tT eVerytIme gO sEntOsa aLso wiLl iNvEnt a nEw gAme lOlx..tHis tIme rOund wE uSed vBaLl tO pLay sOme sOrt lIke cAptain bAll nOt baD fUnfUn lOlx qH wAs sO tIreD bA cOs kEep cHaSin fOr baLls wHen wE plaY vBalL hahaha sO..hMm..eBon & lYn pUshEd mE dWn x.x mAkin mE aLl wEt..tHen hOr sAw a cUte gUy lOlx tO mE yaNdaO la hehEHe bUt he sit dWn tHeRe onLy lEH..sO sTraNge..lOlx..ok..sO wE wEnt hOme bY bUs..hMm..cH sO qUiet oN tHe bUs cAnt sEem tO cHeeR hIm uP liKe tt lOlx mAybE tOo tIrEd lE ba hahaha sO hAd aLot oF laMe jOkes x,x"

jUst gOt hOMe fRoM kArmeNgs' hMm..dIn rEaLly eAt aLot nOw sTiLl aBit hUNgRY bUt tOo fUlL oF wATEZR cOs oF tt gAme aNd tt cH sO mEi lIanG xIn pOur sO mUcH aNd wC aLso mEi lIaNg xIn pOur 2 cUp fUlL fOr mE tHen tEel cH'sOrRy ch" x.,x" aSshOle la hIm aSk qH dUn hElp mE fInd kEys tHen lOck tHe dOor bAck wiTh mE & cH insIde x,x oK..lost mY kEys aGain fOr 2Nd tiMe tHis yR..lASt kEy wAs lIke laSt mtH oNly?! lolx..bUt hOpe cH hElp mE fInd it cOs hOw aLso will bE aT hIs hSe lOlx..sOsOsO..i gOtTa gO tOieT lE lA!!! aRhHh

..wO dE cuO..

2004-10-14T14:39:00.000+08:00

this song is called wo de cuo..nice hor hahaha sang by B.A.D kekeke actually i realise someting lehx...there is some common things between me & ronron...ronron like b.a.d me also..ronron like blue..me also..like star gazing sunrise and sunset hahaha but i still duno why we cant be together nehx...aiyo..maybe lastime still young la..duno how to cherish..

birthday coming le..hope to see him..but duno will mah..14th got him with me..16th duno got mah..hope can ba..at least eh is someone who filled my life with colours before..haha..aiyo..hope to take a photo with him leh kekeke for memories lo..today hamham go bath le hahaha after so long cos he too dirty le bo bian lolx hamham is the 1st bear that i had kept by my side when i sleep so long..sometimes i wonder will hamham kept by my side forever...then maybe i will rmb him forever..we had lost contact..

i rmb this song..lastime when it first on air..i was talking to ronron lolx..in msn lah..then he say he like..then i tt time also like..then he ask me go dl and send him..so i go dl and send him lo..hahaha but before i sent him..when ever the song was on air and we were online..he will tell me go listen hahaa then i will rush go on radio..

that time he ask me go out.. i didnt go..got abit of regret..cos maybe he tot of giving us a chance lhe..who knows mah..but i spoilt it lo..cos i am scare..i tell him i not free..then in the end he went with tt asshole..haiyo..i wonder leh..tt time hor..is it really a chance..cos i had always been hoping for a chance..but if the chance come again..will i be able to hold on to it dearly...hiayo..

hApPiE dAyYy*

2004-10-06T17:37:00.000+08:00

hEehEehEe haPpIe dAY!! ahahha no la heehee just happie lo kekeke exams are going to be over soon ekkekeke left with poa,maths paper2 and geo keke ooo lata going to study geo le heehee iam going to cook later!!!hohoho hopes it turns out FINE lolx cos hor..hmm...duno ahahha heee we found jobs kekeke going to interview..duno can pass anot..hope can ba..heehee can finally have a step nearer to my dreams le lolx no la heehee feel like being a waitress only keke but still feel like building a hotel =X keekee farfar de dreams lolx..but hor you shi zhe shi jin chen!! hahaha say say only x.x" hOpe the 4 of us got it!! lolx then iam occupy for holidays hohoho if not needa go guzhen very sianx..haix..hope hor iam out of syf kekeke ^-^

iam...happie
iam...happie
iam...happieeeeee!!

[][][]m@tHs~~cHeM|strY[][][]

2004-09-30T13:37:00.000+08:00

wAh laO..vEry san lEhx...=[ dOne mY mAths rEviSioN oNly yeSteRdaY..sTaRted with cHem tOdAy...sO fAr so gOod =( oNly cOveReD 5 cHaPs hEehEe... sO bOrinG aT hOme..oH!!! i cOok u kNow tOdAY!! hEhEhE..cHicKeN kEkEkE tHosE eRm..yAn dE loLx dUno wATs tT calleD..nEaRly vOmitTeD wHen wAshiNg tHe chIcken wiTh vInegAr hahaha aLtHouGh iaM a eASilYjEaLous pErsOn hOhO..no la jEalOus oNlY iN oTheR sitUatiOn keKe..tOO bAd nEHx..hAmhAm dE papA cAnt gEt tO eAt =[ nxTtiMe sHaLl cOok fOr hIm tRytRY?? hEe wAit lOnglOng =X nO la hEehEE..

yeSteRdaY nIte dAme embaRraSs leHx..i msg qUeEnie i thOugHt is fLowEr..tHen i mSg xInhUi i tHouGht is xIuhui hahaha tHen i tOld fLowEr he aLso buay tAhan lolx...

^ mO.r|.zH|.N|an ^

2004-09-27T17:15:00.000+08:00

heehee mo ri zhi nian ^-^ ronron like de songsong kekeke x.x" but he woulndt be hearing it xP lolx..xin zai le hou haha mei you la ^-^ put put for fun de heehee cos i still want my rEmEmbEr mE tHis wAy lOlx nice song lehx..must recommend..yupiee just got home hoho later gota pompom then do abit of revision but hor...i duno want sleep anot lehx...hahaha...lazy lehx the haven go bao my bolster kekeke so miss him ekekeke cos he always smell so good de ok! hahahaha but hor..u see ah..if i sleep now..means i will be waking up 1hr later =X then i waste 1 hr...then hor at ntie i still sleep early =X heehee so hor if i go pompom...then i woulnd be sleeping..then hor wo jiu hui study!! then hor i made up that 1hr lehx kekeke then hor at nite i sleep wat time also can le hoho cos at least i done so of my revision rite!! hahaha okok ...

27.9.04 ~>> *english + mAths

28.9.04~>>*mAtHs+cHeMisTRy

29.4.04~>>*cHeMisTrY+pHysIc

30.9.04~>>* pHysIc=foOdy + nUtRtiOn

1.10.04~>>*fnN + gEogRaPhY

2.10.04~~>*gEogRaPhY + pOa

3.04.04~>>* eNgLsH!! mAtHs!!

4.10.04~>>* oFf tO eXaMs!!

[-* nO t|tLe *-]_

2004-09-26T19:57:00.000+08:00

<<~..bU zA hU taN cHaNg di ju..j dE cHEn jn yOnG yOu ju gOu lE..dUn lvE LvE iN rEgRets..yaO ju yaO zUi Qiu..nOonE iS tHeRe tO tElL u wAt u wAnt..rEmEmBeR oO..~>>

aiyo..tml sch again..counting down to nlvl le..so fast lehx...i duno wat i duno leh..find myself very messy.. hasnt been really studying yet..no mood ba..cant get myself to hook onto the books for too long at home...keep feel like sleeping haha.. done ssome of the poa..find that those sch really set there prelim hard man..next wk..duno when iam not going..mimi say i must go everyday if not i at home will keep sleeping..actually i also think so la..but hor..go sch very sian lo...like chi..everyday is compo..then hor maths..nb ans so long haven give finish..poa is keep practising..like go sch very meaningless lehx...but also duno wat makes me everyday want go de =[ ahahaha..today online saw ronron..his nick makes me think alot..wonder is his new target or his result or his driving lessons but still bless him lo hmm hopes he found his happiness =] so long no see him le..i very scare i will forget how he look like..duno y duno how noone knows...

yst went library got 1 asshole fight with us for table..then hor flower walked off..guess his temper is still as bad as ever..but good to see that he knows that he need to change..sometimes i wonder..lastime wat he promised..am i getting too far..am i just wanted to make him change..or am i just findign for an excuse..now i wonder again..comparing the past and present..it changed so fast..so much...was the reason behide it...how am i feeling now...i duno if i like him..but had been kept thjinking abt it..hearts' nv say anything..maybe she also duno abt it..haha..or she still miss ronron so much that noone can replace..but looking at it..ronron has been a history..although kept looking forward..but then...it obviously look aimless..then flower came..he touched me with his words and actions..but he break it with his words and actions too..i duno..feel so confuse...

...hoping that 1 day i could wake up knowing how i feels...

--bOrinG dAy--

2004-09-21T16:38:00.000+08:00

tOdAy vEry bOring oO..lEaVe scH at 11 rEaCh hOme aT 12..aT hOme aLsO sLeEp..sO siaN..nOtHinG tO dO =[ dUnO cOme hOme For wAt aLsO..bUt sEat tHeRe aLso sLeEp..hAvEn teLl mImI lAteR sHe sColD mE jIu jIaLat liaO..

aWw..i mIsS mY rOnrOn =[ tOdAy i rEaCh hOme hE oNlinE lEhx..lIkE nv gO sCh nEhx..dUno hE hOw liaO..lAteR hE sIcK?!!? =[

rAin aNd rAin..rEmInds mE oF hIm =D bUt aLso..aiYaH sIanx..mIsS hIm aLso liKe tT nV aLso lIKe tT..mAkEs nO dIff..mAybE laStimE i sHoulD cHeRisH hIm lEhx...thEn mAybE eNdinG wIlL nOt bE liKe tHaT lE..hOr...sO lOnG nO sEe hIm lE...hOpe tO sEe hIm lEhx...kEke...

i tHinK hOr..i aM lEttiNg bIts bY bIts gO lE..cOs i dUno hOw lOng cAn i sUrvivE..iTs sO tIrinG..it nV eNds dE..

fAte bRouGht uS tOgEthEr..wE mEt aNd bEing tOgAthEr..

Peiling's and Ronald's Land

haPpiE nEw yEaR!!

2 dAys to remember =)

..hmmm...

..wats my username..

pek cek pek cek

..sunny day..

..i wana sleep!!!

lalala

nothing much.nothing less.

yoyo

just woke up but sleeping soon ^___^

mood: restless

mood::dReaMingg

shagged..

renewal..

love has got no reasons..

pl was here..

sAy tHat yOu lOve mE sAy tHaT yOu cArEEEEeee

..did i...or didnt i..?

?作?之吻

..can sch starts earlier??..

..hmmm...

..shoppingshopping

yupi ya

siao liao laa

..plpl..

...fever?..

fuLl hSe!!

..chen jing yong you??..

..shOppppin sPrEeee

..vexed..

result day

happie new yr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

..off day..

heEhEe

..a long entry..

ekekeke

fatee

inspirited

irritated

hehehe

..sick..

iam so stressed up

..longlong time ago..

..0.1% yuan fen..

..bU xIang wAng Ji.. sHi cUo wU dE xUan zHe maH??..

..hEehEe..

..cI dA bIaN..

..bad day..

..for mY fReNds...

..dIzZy..

..luRve..lOve..LuB..

hMmMm

wAng bu liaO~sHi wEn Bing

nO gAmbLe wEeK

ahh...thoughts =)

happie new year ooo =)

last entry..

new skin..cherish...

..wO ai nI..

a*jOyce

bastard la..fuck off...

..joyce..

hellO keke

..tHeRes aRnt nO lOvE.. =|

..Girl's taLk...

..hAix..

first day keke

!!*!!*!!*2005*!!*!!*!!

mOre pOst..hahaha

*!!*!!*mErRy cHrisTmAd*!!*!!*

BlaSting.::.bLackblaCkheArt

bLaStinG::yOng qI * fIsH lEonG

*yaWn*

-=continue=-

nEw sKin??

..hMm..

^-^ mY fAv sHow!!! ^-^

..::its aNotHeR yEaR::..

!!!!!!2005!!!!!!

!!!!mErRy cHrisTmAd!!!!

yaWn

_+its bEen sO lOng +_

hApPiE dAyYy*

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^ mO.r|.zH|.N|an ^

[-* nO t|tLe *-]_

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